Something Big

I cant do it...

Mary p.o.v

I can't believe that I'm lookin at shawn right now I felt all the sparks again.

Me-we can't shawn u have music to write and I can't do hate on my child and most importantly what will ur fans say when they find out u have a daughter

Shawn-Idc what they will think ur mine and that's all

Me-were not a thing shawn u have a huge record label and fans and awards ur busy

Shawn-I can leave that all right now with one phone call

Me-but I don't want u to it won't be the same music is ur life and I'm not takin that away from u ever

Shawn-okay I'll be it all a boyfriend father and singer

Me-I don't know shawn

Shawn-I miss u so much and as Maddie said u miss me too. You really cry everyday for me??

Me-u were my first really true love of course I do and I can't get u out of my head ur everywhere shawn

I opened my car door and opened my glove compartment to reveal about 10 magazines with shawn on the cover.

Me-your everywhere shawn EVERYWHERE AND ME BEING STUPID I BUY EVERY ONE OF THEM

I started crying really hard and got in my car I started the car and drive back home to my house.

Maddie-is that daddy??

Me-I don't wanna lie to you so yes that is daddy

Maddie-i wanna meet him mommy

Me-listen MADDIE daddy is very busy he is a singer u even saw him on tv remember when we watched the nick awards he was there.

MADDIE-mommy I wanna meet him plzzzzzz

Me-if he wants to meet you than he will come back if not he doesn't love us

Maddie-okay mommy

I drove up to the gates by my house and put the code in and drove up to the door and noticed MADDIE fell asleep

I carried maddie inside and my phone was going off. The caller ID was unknown so I answered

Me-hello??

Shawn-plzz let me see her let me be in MADDIE and ur life

Me-shawn (start crying) how can u do this why do u even wanna come back in my life

Shawn-I miss u more than anything and ur my everything u don't understand

Me-I have to go

I hung up the phone and started crying really quietly so MADDIE doesn't wake up.

I heard the gates open which means either Cameron Alexa Justin (Alexa bf) Rebecca (cans gf) or my guard/babysitter Josh is here.

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HEY GUYS LONG CHAPTERS COMING UR WAY EVEN SHAWN MIGHT COME TO WHO KNOWS😊 ANYWAYS I LOVE U ALL STAY BEAUTIFUL

-vena💞