Ruin My Life

Chapter 3

London's POV

Pagdating ko sa Miami ay nakita ko na agad sila Aiden sa airport kasama nya ang kapatid nyang si Hope. I've decided not to book a hotel room since tito Alejandro insisted that I should stay with them. We're currently eating at Fleming's Steakhouse after this ay maghahanap kami ng susuotin naming later this evening para sa party.

"You've grown a lot more taller than the last time na nagkita tayo" saad ni Hope while looking at me.

"Mas Lalo ka ding nagmature tignan, nakakapanibago dahil di ka naman ganito katahimik before" she added.

"I wanna go clubbing after ng party" singit ni Aiden.

"Sama ako, ayokong mastuck sa loob ng room. Sama ka din London?" I nod without looking at them.

Nakapili na kami ng susuotin for the party, I chose a Halter Wrap Straight Gown in Black and dahil it's a masquerade hindi mawawala ang mask, a black with gold ends na venetian style masquerade masks ang kinuha ko na covered lang ang aking mga mata.

After shopping for our attire Aiden went ahead dahil nagyaya ng spa si Hope.

"Remember when we were kids? lapitin ako ng bully tapos palaging kayo ni Aiden ang nagtatanggol sakin and when things get physical ikaw yung sumusugod sa rambulan tapos si Aiden palagi yung umaawat at pumipigil sayo"

That is true wherever Hope is trouble seems to follow, however, I don't see the relevance of this conversation so I just nod my head.

"Masyado kang tahimik nakakatampo ka na. Alam mo bang miss na miss na kita hindi ka man lang nagpaalam sakin nung umalis ang daya mo kasi si Aiden lang sinabihan mo, Nakalimutan mo na yata ako tapos nagbago na din yung number mo tapos deactivated na yung mga social media accounts mo para kang bula na Nawala, wala ka man lang pasabi samin." expressing her hurt she slapped my shoulder then pout.

"Sorry" is the only word that I can think of kahit na alam kong hindi iyon sapat dahil hindi naman deserve ni Hope yung ginawa ko, she's like my little sister and I failed to be there for her dahil sa immaturity I left her behind and that was very foolish of me

"Yun lang talaga masasabi mo? wala ka man lang explanation? para man lang mabawasan yung sama ng loob ko sayo. For 4 years ni hindi ka man lang nag reach out sakin" We stopped on our track when Hope held my arm

Hope has always been the most emotional saming magkakaibigan kaya Kahit hindi sya ang pinaka bata ay binababy namin syang lahat. She wear her heart on her sleeves when she's in pain you can feel it too, makikita mo agad sa mata nya ang emosyon nya, she has the most expressive blue eyes.

"Sinusubukan kong sumama kay Aiden palagi tuwing malalaman ko na bibisitahin ka nya kaya lang hindi nya talaga ako sinasama palaging 'It's not the right time-- not yet--Hindi pa pwede'"

Aiden did make the right choice na wag muna akong ipakita kay Hope. I was a walking mess then, laging umiinom kahit nasa trabaho, nasa bahay. One time nalasing ako ng sobra to the point na pag gising ko ay hindi ko na alam kung nasaan ako.

"Don't you think na deserve ko din ng explanation why you disappeared without any warning?" She added.

The silence is terrifying dahil pakiramdam ko ay hindi kami gagalaw hangga't hindi ako nakakapag explain. She's no longer asking for an explanation. She's demanding an explanation.

"I fell in love that's why nawala ako. I fell in love and I got hurt so badly to the point that I needed to understand myself. My love made me question my sanity and worth, I'm sorry that I vanished out of thin air, that I didn't give a heads up. I'll still do it again if you saw then you'll be disappointed with me Hope. I was picking fights, I was scared, I was almost never sober and I felt like I was running out of time, and every pain I was feeling was magnified. I was losing my mind." I explained not looking at her, I don't wanna see her pity me.

I felt a warm hug and it was tight, very familiar, and comforting. She tip-toed and kissed my cheek. It's always been like this with us, kapag wala kaming masabi we communicate physically.

"As much as I want to know who's that bitch alam kong hindi mo sasabihin sakin--- Kung mawawala ka man ulit paki inform naman ako para hindi ako nagugulat na paggising ko malalaman ko nalang na wala ka na. I don't deserve that. You'll never disappoint me, Vie, showing your mess and vulnerability to me won't make me see you any less" she said smiling at me. We continued on our way.

The spa was great, been so long since I felt this relaxed. Bago kami umuwi ay dumaan muna kami sa isang bakery where Hope bought some baked goods.

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In just few more minutes ay magdadatingan na ang mga dadalo sa party, here I am eyeing myself in front of this large mirror. I look so fucking pretty. I reflect elegance and confidence and I fucking love it. No turning back now, the guests are slowly arriving. I should welcome them.

Lumabas na ko ng room at tumabi kila tito Alejandro para iwelcome ang bisita, hindi basta basta ang party na to halatang mga bigating tao ang mga dumadalo. I greet them with but smiling at them is not part of welcoming them a simple welcome is enough, it's not my job to entertain them anyway nandito lang naman ako to show respect kay tito Alejandro.

Padami na ng padami ang mga bisita ng may biglang humila sakin.

This girl feels familiar, mula sa maliit na frame nito, sa ipit ng buhok and her smell.

Allyson.

She brought me in an empty room where she took my mask.

"Miss me?" she smirked removing her mask.

Without waiting for my reply she pulled me to her lips. This woman is insane, I love it. I trailed my lips to her neck down to her chest. hindi na ko nahirapan dahil naka deep V neck cocktail dress sya with a high slit. She's goddamn gorgeous. I lift her placing her on the table. Her load moans filled the room, this woman has no shame. My hand roam her legs getting higher by seconds.

"hmmmm" she moans as I kiss her neck, she pulled my hair and kisses my lips once more sucking and nibbling it. From my hair, her hands went to my back slightly digging her nails. She moved her lips to my jaw down to my neck, my other hand palmed her clothed breast squeezing it gently.

"ugh...L-London... more" I was about to oblige when we heard a loud noise as if something fell, it made us stop. When I looked kung saan ko narinig ang tunog wala akong nakita tao but I did find the gold candle holder on the floor.

"Someone saw us" I said, Allyson just laughed and smirked at me.

"I know, she was here before us, she was by the window the curtain hid her well"

"You could've at least told me"

"Now, where's the fun in that? She's wearing a lace bodice long sleeve gown... wanna find her?" I just shook my head in disapproval.

"hmmm-- too bad. Let's continue, where were we again?--ahh yes you were about to fu--" she was cut short when we heard the clock tower.

"FUCK!" She exclaimed

"Let's go back" we fixed ourselves before leaving.

On the way out I spotted something shining on the floor, when I picked it up I realized whose earring this is.

What an interesting turn of event this is.