Falling for my team mate

Im sorry

*Jess POV*

I stayed in Georgia's Arms until I calmed down, or she thought I did.

Georgia- you okay now

Jess- yes thank you *hugs*

Georgia- you going to he okay on your own?

Jess- yeah ill be fine G

Georgia- right well I better go ķnock some sense into Lucy and Kiera. Catch you later?

Jess- of course you will

Once she left I ran straight to our room and locked myself in the bathroom. I can't be here again. In this same situation...

Little did I know that I ran past Tooney on my way up or that Leah was asleep in her room.

*knock on bathroom door*

Jess- go away

Ella- Jess let me in please

Jess- I need some time

Ella- please don't hurt yourself, we can get through this together Jess please

Jess- just go Ella *sobbing*

Ella- Jess don't push me away, I'll be in our room when you're ready to talk

After getting no response I hear her walk away and go back into our room.

About 10 minutes later I'm still locked in the bathroom and still sobbing when there's another knock at the door.

Jess- I said go away Ella

"I'm not going anywhere" an all too familiar voice says from the other side of the door. The voice of a very upset girlfriend who is trying to get me to come out of the bathroom.

Jess- I'm not coming out

Leah- please Jess. I want us to talk

Jess- I'm sorry Leah but you didn't even wait to hear my side of things

Leah- but I'm here now aren't I? Baby please talk to me. Why would you do it?

Jess- do what Leah?

Leah- cheat on me

Jess- just go away

Leah- no i'm staying here *sits down*

Jess- I didn't cheat on you Leah, that's not me in those messages

Leah- I want to believe you Jess, I really do but it just seems so real

Jess- how can it be real when it's not?

Leah- it had your name at the top of the screen Jess

Jess- I actually can't deal with this right now.

I unlock the door and swing it open. I walked straight past Leah as she watched me.

Leah- Jess, your arm. What did you do

Jess- it doesn't matter *continues to walk away*

I walk into our room and sit next to Ella

Jess- I'm so sorry Ella

Ella- Jess it's okay but why have you done it again

Jess- I didn't know what else to do. I had to do something

Ella- you could have spoken to me

Jess- I know Ells, I'm sorry for snapping at you *cries into Ella's shoulder*

Ella- it's okay Jess, you're here now. Come on, let's get you cleaned up.

TW- SH references and mentions of blood

*Leah POV*

Jess walked out the bathroom and straight past me. All I could see was blood running down her arm. She better not have done what I think she's done. How could she do that to herself.

Leah- Jess, your arm. What did you do

Jess- it doesn't matter

She continued to walk away from me. As if I weren't already crying, now I'm crying 10 times harder knowing she would hurt herself like that and there's nothing I can do to help her but accuse her of cheating on me. How could I be so stupid as to believe those messages. I have to trust that she wouldn't cheat on me. I thought we were happy. Now she's hurting and won't even let me help her because all I've done is cause more pain for her. How am I going to fix this..

All I can do in this moment with all these thoughts running through my mind is to curl up in a ball on the floor and cry into Jess's hoodie from off the bed.

A/n sorry its a short one, rush job before going to work x

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