Jimin's Baby Sister

Chapter twenty-three: Trusfrated

While I was setting up, for a QnA V Live, the boys were vibing. I could tell that they were ready for this. While waiting, I entertained the few viewers we had, so far, by singing Jesus of Suburbia by Green Day, to them.
"I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of Suburbia
The bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of
Soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
'Least the ones I got away with
And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me
Get my television fix
Sitting on my crucifix
The living room, or my private womb
While the moms and Brads are away
To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane
Doing someone else's cocaine
And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me
At the center of the Earth, in the parking lot
Of the 7-11 where I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says, "Home is where your heart is, " but what a shame
'Cause everyone's heart doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time
City of the dead (hey! Hey!)
At the end of another lost highway (hey! Hey!)
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned (hey! Hey!)
Lost children with dirty faces today (hey! Hey!)
No one really seems to care
I read the graffiti in the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much, but it only confirmed that
The center of the earth is the end of the world
And I could really care less
City of the dead (hey! Hey!)
At the end of another lost highway (hey! Hey!)
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned (hey! Hey!)
Lost children with dirty faces today (hey! Hey!)
No one really seems to care...
Hey!
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
I don't care!
Everyone's so full of sh*t
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled, but never saved
From the cradles to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the Middle East
We are the stories and disciples of
The Jesus of Suburbia
Land of make believe
And it don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And it don't believe
And I don't care! (Whoo! Whoo! Whoo!)
I don't care! (Whoo! Whoo! Whoo!)
I don't care! (Whoo! Whoo! Whoo!)
I don't care! (Whoo! Whoo! Whoo!)
I don't care!
Dearly beloved, are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying...
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void? (Ooh, ooh)
Am I retarded, or am I just overjoyed? (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Nobody's perfect, and I stand accused (ooh, ooh)
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh
Ooh, ooh
To live and not to breathe
Is to die in tragedy
To run, to run away
To find what you believe
And I leave behind (ooh, ooh)
This hurricane of f*cking lies (ooh, ooh)
I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist
So I run, I run away
To the lights of masochists
And I leave behind (ooh, ooh)
This hurricane of fucking lies (ooh, ooh)
And I've walked this line (ooh, ooh)
A million and one f*cking times (ooh, ooh)
But not this time!
I don't feel any shame, I won't apologize
When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain when you've been victimized
Tales from another broken... home!
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah, you're leaving home!" I sung, then I noticed that the Bangtan Boys were already behind me, as I finished the song. Hoseok, and Yoongi were shocked that I even knew the songs by Green Day. I only smiled, and grabbed the cards, on which I had written the questions on.
"Alright, question one..." I stated, "what English word, do you find, absolutely impossible to pronounce?" Namjoon looked at the question card, and I knew he read the question with me.
"Tr-trusfrated." Jungkook answered. I laughed.
"Frustrated?" Namjoon, and I asked, Jungkook nodded.
"Yeah, I cannot pronounce it properly!" Jungkook told us, I was still laughing, "stop laughing about it Indy!!!" I couldn't stop laughing about it.
"I can't, sorry Kookie." I told Jungkook, still laughing,"frustrated is one of the easiest words to pronounce!" I paused, "even I pronounced it perfectly, on the first try." I paused again, "and I was six years old, when I said 'frustrated' for the it's time. Anyway, next question!" Yoongi placed his warm hand on my back, I almost melted into him, because his hand was so warm. I then watched as Jin went to read the comments.
"Well, chat seems to be going crazy." Jin told us, I smirked.
"Because they love y'all." I told Jin.
"They love you too." Yoongi told me, "who wouldn't?" I shrugged. I wanted to say, "Kelly," but I didn't, fortunately. Yoongi smiled at me, I smiled back, and chat went absolutely crazy.

    "Yoongi x Indy, I ship it!" Chat was saying, they were also saying "whoa, that's awesome! Romance within BTS? I didn't even know that was possible!"
    "No, no, no. This relationship is strictly professional." I said, looking at the camera, talking to ARMY.