His Uncertain Love

Chapter Nine

" You had a friendly conversation with him ? " Arjun scoffed looking at Amaya who is looking anything but him

" Are you serious ? " He banged his hand on the table, she pressed her lips in a thin line, he sighed looking at her

" I can't believe it "

" Believe what ? "

" Believe that he had a nerve to talk with you after everything "

" Arjun, that's not his fault alone, whatever happened is my fau- "

" It's Not Your Fucking Fault, get this fucking thing in your mind " he said each word gritting his teeth

" Amaya, Stop being ignorant "

" I am not being ignorant "

Arjun don't know what to do with the girl who is infront of him, she is being foolish, and she is doing things which aren't good for her, suddenly he noticed something odd, he held her hand which was on the table, she started to get nervous

" Why are you wearing a full sleeve dress ? " Arjun knows her very well, she doesn't like to wear a full sleeve dress, and the weather is too hot that's makes him more suspicious about her

" What are you hiding ? " He asked as she tried to take her hand from his grip

" Nothing and why are you asking like that ? " She asked while trying to act causal

" Really you aren't hiding anything ? " He asked while tightening his grip

" Yeah, why would I hide something ? " She asked but he slowly raised her left sleeves like he knows what was about to come, he gasped and looked at her while she looked down

" What's this ?, As far I remember that you don't have any scars on your hand "

" You started it again! "

" No, it-it's Nothing like that "

" Then, What's this ? " He pointed at the scars which was on the hand caused by a sharp things like knife or blade

" I was working in the k-"

" Do you think I will believe your stupid lies ? " He cutted her off

" You started it again " he said

" N-No I..." She didn't dare to raise her head and look into his eyes, seeing her condition his eyes turned soft, he placed his hand on top of hers and caressed it, a tiny tear drop rolled down on her cheeks

" I-I tried but I just couldn't, I thought everything was going good and I can finally move on from my past but nothing is okay I-I coul-dn't "

" Amaya, Look at me " She heard a soft whisper, she looked at him

" You are really doing good, infact better than before, don't let your past or insecurity take control over you, And remember Whatever it is, it shall too pass, and I am with you, will be with you forever, we will visit your doctor and discuss about this " he wiped her tears

They didn't say anything for few minutes, like they are being in their own thoughts, he looked at her hand and he held it, that made her to come out from her thoughts, he caressed the scars and asked her

" When did you do this ? "

" A three weeks ago, I guess " it was right after Aadit started to ignore her completely and her fight with Arjun, a wave of guilt passed through Arjun's eyes, it would have never happened if he was with her

" Amaya, if you want to do something like this again, just call me, Please " he whispered the lateral word

" Do you understand ? " From the look of his eyes she could tell that he will do anything for her, she nodded and gave him a small smile

Suddenly his phone rang causing Amaya to look at his phone, he quickly silenced his call

" Arjun, You need to leave " she said

" But you-

" Your work needs you " Arjun don't have a heart to leave her especially after this incident, no matter how she tries to hide her pain, he finds out everything because her eyes was like a crystal, which is clear

" I will be fine, I promise "

" Bye " he said before hugging her and kissing her forehead, she smiled at him and whispered Thanks while he muttered stupid causing her to smile

She again sat on the chair and looked at her scars, her scars reminds her about her pathetic life, she never thought she would something like this as it's been long since she did this, she thought she had recovered and finally able to move on but after her marriage it started again,

she signed looked out of the window and watched the busy roads and her thoughts went back to the days where it all started, it started from her teenage where her family treated like a shit, where she suffered a lot mentally and physically, she still remember how her father would wake at 2:30 in the morning to make her study and make her to sink her legs in a container filled with ice water so that she wouldn't sleep, and she still remember how she yearned for an hour to sleep, how she wished to die, how she wished for another family.

" Amaya " someone called her making her to come out from her thoughts