Please Love Me Again Siruis Black ×reader

Third year

Ivy Pov
This year we and the four guys were  and talking about who they want to prank for the tenth time this week I wasn't paying attention I just laughed when I saw siruis laughing or make jokes " hey lily my love would you like to go with me to hogsmeade with me this weekend " james said said with annoying smile
" In your  dreams potter" " JAMES Mann you got rejcted like I said give me may money " siruis said while James just glared at him and gave him 3 galleons

We laughed at how siruis won the bet and I just couldn't stop staring at siruis I suddenly got pinched by lily " ouch what was that for " I said rubbing my arm she mouthed a come with me

We went out from the gryffindor table to outside the castle "So what is it you wanted to say " I asked trying to think could she possibly say but the next words that came out of her mouth made my eyes go wide " You like siruis don't you ?" " I-I don't know what you are talking about "I stuttered " Oh come on you think wouldn't notice how my best friend look at this boy who apparently loved by all the girls " she asked raising  an eyebrow " okay fine I do like him but it's just I know he wouldn't like some like me I mean like you said every girl love him and he doesn't even glance at me " I said I kinda of sad knowing that he will never notice me

"Don't say that you are perfect and beautiful even if he didn't like you you deserve better than him " lily replied hugging her best friend

"You really think that ?" Ivy asked " oh I know that now come on let enter before they start wondering where we went " I agreed but before we enter I said " lily please don't tell anyone not even marlene okay?" With pleading eyes " of course I will not don't come on"
We sat down again beside them " lily darling how can you go without talking to me you made worried " James said dramatically "oh shutup" lily replied

I was spacing out thinking do I really like siruis that much "hey are you okay ?" Remus asked me in a worried face "oh yes just tired " I lied and he seems to believe it
Friday came and every boy was asking a girl to go to hogsmeade marlene was asked by a handsome Ravenglass boy
James kept whining at lily to say yes but she didn't and not surprisingly no body asked me it's not that I'm sad or disappointed it like I'm not even surprised

"Hey Ivy " I stope walking looking back at who yelled my name and it was siruis my heart started beating fast when stopped infront of me this is the first time he talks with me while nobody around and actually not about the answer of a test or a joke about James

" I was wondering do you have a date to hogsmeade?" I was so shocked I felt like I'll pass out is he asking me to go "No I dont" I said quietly trying not to get nervous then he smiled brightly I loved his smile " Great so you can make lily go with you so James can see her there he was sad that she won't go so I told him we can ask you to bring her "he said I felt like an idiot I was embarrassed from my own thoughts like how could I even think he would ask me " so what do you say " he asked I quickly brushed my thoughts " oh yeah sure no problem " I said  trying to smile trying to hide my embarrassment " ok great I will tell James thanks your the best Ivs " and he left and saying I was sad  was an underestimate

Hogsmeade

After convincing lily without telling her how I was asked to bring her by my crush "okay girls how do I look " marlene said white fixing her Clitheroe for her hogsmeade date she was really beautiful person how can she bot pull alot of boys " you look great " i said smiling " you look wonderful marlene " liky replied after me "thanks girls now im going before i make him wait more " shed left and we also went to hogsmeade

As we entered hogsmeade James and the boys saw us " Oh lily flower and Ivy I'm surprised to see you here " he said while smirking " oh yeah it's really surprise to see you guys we didn't know you were coming " siruis said winking at me I blushed and smiled " please let me enjoy my weekend in peace potter" lily said angrily " no can do love " we sat with them to drink butterbear siruis excused his self to go see his hot fmdate as he called it i wasnt surprised that he has a date but that didn't mean i didn't feel hurt Remus sat beside while Peter was eating not minding any of us

I was looking at my drink while I felt there is eyes on me I lift my head and saw Remus looking at me " Are you okay you don't look so " he asked worried " no I'm fine I'm just bored " I said looking back at my drink
"Do you want to go outside for a little bit ? I don't think lily would mind " I looked at lily she was scolding James who was admiring everything about her " You right I think we can go out a little bit " I replied

We started walking talking about weird things like why the three broomstick store was called the three broomstick  and we were laughing remembering their prank on the slytherin making the robes pink we stayed silent for a minute and I felt like Remus couldn't stop staring at me "Is there something on my face ?" I asked touching my face " No your just beautiful " he said smiling while still looking at me
And that made blush
"O-oh thank you that a nice of you to say a compliment like this" I smiled back he frowned

" I wasn't complimenting you I was stating facts you are really beautiful girls and Ik that siruis is blind to  ot see your beauty and your sweet heart " I was more than shocked about what he said " how did you know i like siruis ?"

"I see how you look at him like he is the only one for you  and that you are the stupid for loving him no he is the stupid one for not seeing you " he said while I looked at him then at the floor I smiled halfly " looks like I'm really exposed that I like siruis huh? Just please don't tell him I can't tell you not to tell the others because you and lily  figured it and they will eventually realise it too hopefully I will moved on by the time he knows" he hugged me and said "I won't tell him nor tell anyone I promise " and I nodded and hugged him back

The 3rd year went so fast as know all the boys know I have crush on siruis well except him .since James told me that he knew I didn't even get surprising and he told me that Peter also knew but I promised myself to start forgetting since doesn't even know me except that I'm lily's friend and that thing hurt .

*It's shitty ik but please read it I won't write forth year I will start from forth year and begun were siruis start to notice Ivy *