Please Love Me Again Siruis Black ×reader

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                            Ivy Pov
I woke up in the morning with puffy eyes I groaned as i saw my face on the mirror took a bath wore my uniform and added some makeup so my puffy eyes won't be noticed I opened the door and went down I saw Remus sitting on coach when he saw me he immediately stood up "Ivy please forgive me I'm sorry I -I'm and idiot just please " he pleaded I saw his eyes teary I smiled and asked him " would you like to walk outside " he got confused but agreed

we walked outside " I'm not upset nor mad at you Remus in fact I owe you an apology I lashed on you yesterday even when you weren't responsible about what they did " we stopped walking " and I mostly sorry about not noticing that you liked me and always telling you about who I love not knowing that you felt the same feelings I felt I'm really sorry about that " I continued  he shocked his head

" No it's not your fault I didn't tell you my feelings from the first place and  yesterday I intentionally told siruis you liked him if I didn't all of that wouldn't happen I'm so sorry Ivs " he said sounding scenery "It's okay neither you or me would have known that his reaction would be like this and now that I have been rejected harshly I can move on " I exclaimed

" You know he didn't mean it he said it out of his impulsiveness and he regret it " he explained

" he meant it or not it's the same thing now I can't look at him without remembering his words and I don't want to ruin my friendship with you guys I'll just ignore his presence till I'm fully moved on " I said as he nodded then I hugged him he was shocked but hugged back

" thanks for being always beside me everytime I'm sad  " i said " and thanks for letting me be beside you everytime your sad " he replied then we broke the hug and went to eat breakfast

Lily and marlene I camed together " hey how are you today lily told you were sick  " marlene said while sitting  infront me as lily sat beside me " I'm good now just a little fever no need to worry " I said smiling at her

As lily looked at me and I just smiled at her to assure her I'm fine then the guys camed Peter and James greeted me with hesitation but I greeted them back normally while siruis tried to greet me but before he could say  something I looked away ignoring him
" Guys Christmas break is in three days I was thinking why don't you come to my house to celebrate it " james said hoping a yes from all of us  Remus Peter and siruis agreed immediately " sorry can't me and Ivs are going skiing with our parents " lily said as I nodded with her " me too I can't my family is doing a reunion with my aunts and uncles so we will be busy with them sorry " marlene said as James whined but stopped immediately when lily glared at him we laughed

After some time we went to our classes this time marlene sat beside as Remus sat beside siruis as the professor Mcgongall came and started teaching

                         Remus Pov

I sat next siruis as teacher Mcgongall came " hey did you  guys make up " Peter said as he and James were behind us I smiled remembering the hug " yes we did she said that she wasn't mad at me and that our friendship is still the same " I said happily
"Did she talk about us " James asked hoping that she isn't mad at him
"She is not mad at you guys too" they sigh in relief
" d-did she talked about me ?" Siruis strutted I nodded  as I was about to tell him " Lupin siruis stop talking before I put you both in detention "professor Mcgongall said looking at us

                          Siruis Pov

I saw her at the gryffindor table talking with lily and Remus beside her it looks like they made up the guys greeted her she greeted back I was about to greet her to but she turned away well I can't blame her we sat then after awhile we went to class the guys asked Remus about her he told them that she forgives them I asked if she talked about me he nodded and tried to talk but Minnie scolded us but his down face explained everything I kept thinking the whole what did she say about me  We finished all classes today as we left the last class Remus said he has to go to the library with the girls we saw as he catched up with Ivy and the girls he smiled at her while she smiled back

" looks like Remus and Ivy's friendship didn't get affected by what happened yesterday " james said as Peter and I agreed I couldn't help but to think how lucky Remus is that Ivy and him has a really strong friendship

It's been two days nd today we are going back to our houses from the Christmas break I tried to talk to Ivy but she ignored as if I didn't exist

" it's okay mate she will come around " james said " and when does you should immediately apologise " Peter continued I nodded sighing as we went to pack our staff Remus was already their packing

                        Ivy Pov

I started packing  my stuff as I can't wait to see my parents siruis tried talking to me but I ignored him I'm starting to move on Im afraid if i look at him im gonna fall inlove again and I don't wanna risk it my heart can't control another break down hopefully after Christmas break I will be moved on

Me and the girls finished packing as we went outside our room going to the train
We entered and sat as usual beside the guys in the train the whole ride was us laughing at lily and James "just one chance lily flower just one " james asked lily out but as usual she replied " in your dreams potter" we arrived as we went outside w grabbed our bags " Ivy darling you are not going without giving me goodbye hug " james exclaimed as I hugged him giggling and hugged Peter " have fun on your trip with lily and be careful I'll owl you "Remus said as I nodded and hugged him siruis was about to say something but I just left and found my parents

" oh sweetie I missed how was hogwarts " mom said while she and dad hugged me dad took my bags and we left to our house I laid on my bed relaxing hoping this break will make me feel better .