Please Love Me Again Siruis Black ×reader

Realisation

                            Remus Pov
As siruis took picked up Ivy holding her he yelled at her to stop acting like she can walk he looked so worried about her it's very rare to see him like this the others were surprised i looked at marlene she didn't like what was happening but she didn't say anything we entered as he put her on the bed removing her hair away from her face the only thing I thought about is what is he doing Madam Pomfrey made us wait she came back telling us about what happened to Ivy and someone can be with her we ran to her as we  all scold her marlene asked about who should stay with Ivy but siruis cutted her by volunteering to stay I was shocked I turned to marlene she looked at him not knowing what to say I disagreed with him and said I'll stay he hesitantly accepted as all of them left  Ivy immediately slept out of tiredness I stayed holding her hand

                              Siruis Pov
I yelled at her I was so worried about her that I yelled at her she made my heart clench seeing her tired face I don't know what happened to me why am like this Remus held her hand it made me irritated i wanted to stay beside  her but Remus didn't agree and stayed with her that made more irritated why am I like this  marlene is my girlfriend not Ivy but why do I feel that I left my mind and heart there with her in the hospital wing

" babe are you okay what are you thinking of " marlene asked hugging my arm "huh oh nothing babe I just spaced out " I replied smiling at her

Professor Mcgongall class ended I didn't pay attention my mind couldn't stop thinking about Ivy is she good now how does she feel ? we left to the second class which is potion Professor slughorn entered with his wand in his hand

"Looks like Professor slughorn found his wand " james said as I chuckled remembering the prank

" Okay class today we have a new potion lesson which is one of the most dangerous potions Amortentia miss evan would you like to define amortentia " professor slughorn asked lily

" Amortentia is the most powerful love potion when smell it we smell the person we love " lily explained
" Excellent  miss Evans 5 points to gryffindor now I want you Mr Potter to come and smell this potion and tell me what do you smell " slughorn said as James got up " lilies ,broomstick and vanilla shampoo " he said smiling it as he looked at lily who blushed

" wonderful youngman  you can go back to your place now I want everybody to prepare amortentia and smell it " slughorn ordered

Peter  was my partner so we agreed that he bring the ingredients from the shelf as  i brew them

He brought the ingredients as we started adding them "okay its done you smell first " I said to Peter as he smelled "I smell cheese, cookies , my perfume "

"Okay my turn "I said as smelled the potion " lavender, grass and blueberry shampoo " I got confused it's not  marlene since marlene smell like roses and coconut shampoo who did I smell  "so what did you smell " Peter asked curious
" Myself of course " I said trying to act funny
" not surprised " he replied 
We  continued with classes till we finished
" finally we can go see Remus and Ivy now " Peter said as I regained my energy

" Yeah we should go " I agreed
As we went to the hospital wing

We saw Remus helping  Ivy stand up " I'm fine now Remus I can walk now " she told him whining
"I know but I'm not taking the risk of you falling so I will slowly make you walk alone " he replied

" listen to Remus and behave that's not how I raised you young lady " james jokingly scolded her as she smiled seeing him her smile made me happy and my own smile crept on my face

" Ivs how are you now " lily  said hugging her
"I'm good now Madam Pomfrey said I can leave " she said I frowned

" I don't think you should you need to rest more a half day doesn't recover from a week overwork "I said

" she said I can rest in my room and she gave me meds so I'm good now really guys " she explained

" well Ivs as long your fine we won't make you stay here "marlene said hugging her I wish I can do that i would hug her so tight wait what am I saying

" but that doesn't mean we won't keep an eye on you " Peter warned as she laughed nodding we returned back to the gryffindor tower We saw her and the girls enter their room I turned around saw the boys looking at me "what ?" I asked trying to remember if I did something

"We need to talk pads  " Remus said
" Right now " james replied back

We went to the requirement room its our hiding place we made it a cozy place to sit and talk for things like right now

" what's wrong " I asked them

"Why are you treating Ivy different now " Remus asked

" how am I treating her "

" your always staring at her you always try to keep a conversation with her you literally yelled at her this morning and moved  her hair from her face you wanted to stay with her and you don't even to tell us that all day you were thinking about her " james exclaimed

As I looked defeated " okay you are right I don't know what am I feeling its just when I see her I feel happy my heart broke as I saw her sick today I mad at Remus because he stayed beside her not me knowing that I literally have a girlfriend " I said telling everything I felt at once

"What did you smell in your amortentia " james asked

I narrowed my eyes " I told wormtail I smelled myself" I lied " your lying we know when you are lying pads " Peter said
I sighed " I smelled lavender,grass and blueberry shampoo but I don't even know who smells like this " I defended myself
" you know amortentia is the most powerful love potion and makes you smell who you are in love with " remus said
" I know slughorn told us " I said

" but did you know that you smelled Ivy?" James asked me I looked up shocked "w-what is true " I stuttered

" yes Ivy puts lavender perfume and her hair smells like blueberry
Also she is always walking in the forest " remus explained as I couldn't find a word to say

" b-but how I'm with marlene " I asked still processing what is happening

" Yeah but do you love her " Peter asked
As I went silent realising that I'm in love with Ivy