Ivy's POV
"Me" james said I closed at my eyes for the reaction
"WHAT!?!?!?" Siruis said
"Thats not true right your joking right love he wasn't your first kiss right " he asked me
"Actually he is " I said nervously
He chuckled unbelieving "and why didn't you guys tell me before " he asked I sensed his tone getting angry
"Well it wasn't like a kiss it was 2 years ago before you two even thought about being a thing me and Ivy were walking I was talking about how can I stop lily from ignoring me and be friends with her and for a second we where lost in the thoughts and kissed we didn't have any feelings " james explained trying to calm him down
"Yeah it didnt mean anything to us " I said
"And you didn't tell anybody " siruis asked
"Actuallyyyy" I said nervously he looked in disbelief
"I knew "remus said
"And I did too " lily said pulling her hand up
It's true I don't hide anything about remus and lily because neither of them judge when liky knew she said that she didn't care that its james and that she didn't feel anything for him back then she only said she wanted my first kiss to be meaningful and it wasn't
"Great so great " he said
"Baby why are you so mad it's nothing we felt nothing " I told him but he didn't listen
"Nothing big just first kiss " he said sarcastically
"I think the party just ended " marlen said still shocked as she went to tell everybody to go their room knowing that the problem will only get bigger
"Thats right not a big deal your overreacting " I said
"I'm not overreacting about the fact my girlfriend's first kiss was my best friend " he exclaimed
Now I felt angry he is acting like an arse forgetting the fact he was in a relationship with my best friend
"You know your the last person who should be mad about this " I replied
"Oh I'm sorry I should be laughing happily about the fact you kissed james "
"I didn't say that but you also was dating my bestfriend you made out infront of me and everyone I didn't react like you are doing you know why because weren't together back then " I yelled he was getting on my nerves everyone was silent the students already left he was also silent but I couldn't handle it anymore
"You know I cant even look at you now "I said and went upstairs to my room
Siruis's Pov
I was so mad I felt hurt and angry I know its not like they cheated but thinking about them kissing and it was her first kiss makes it hard to accept
The girls followed Ivy upstairs as I sat on the couch covering my head with my hands
"Uhm pads mate " james was about to talk but I stopped him
"Not now prongs I just don't wanna hear it now " I said standing up leaving them
The next day came quickly for the first time in a while I didn't wait for Ivy in the morning to set together I left going to the gryffindor table with the guys the silent was ro loud between nobody dared to talk and I surely didn't want to talk about what happened yesterday
The girls came awhile later but they didn't set beside us they sat far I looked at Ivy who didn't even glanced at me I scoffed
Ivy's POV
In the morning I woke up doing my morning routine and went with girls for breakfast I noticed that siruis didn't wait for me and I didn't think he would after yesterday drama
We didn't sit beside because I don't wanna talk to him we finished eating and went to our classes I sat beside lily not in my usual seat
During the day I did look at siruis but it was like he didn't care he was making jokes like usual as if nothing happened
The day went quickly now I'm in my last class potion
"You don't look very happy " regulus commented
"Because I'm not "I replied
"What happened " he asked
"Your brother happened "
"You got into an argument with him wow that's new " he said surprised I nodded
"But why "
"I'll tell you later now lets finish this class" I said as he agreed
After classes we decided to meet in the astronomy Tower at night like usual we started to meet there after Christmas to chat and talk it became our place I left to the gryffindor tower as I opened the door I bumped to siruis I glared at him and went to my room I could hear him sighing but I didn't care
When I entered marelene was only there
"Hey where is lily " I asked
"She is in the library she'll come back later " she answered as I nodded
"Uhm Ivy "
"Hmm?"
"Are you mad at me ?"
"No why should I " I asked confused
"You know that I had a fling with siruis " she said not looking at me
"No no I'm not what made you think that "
"It's just what you said yesterday made me feel bad that I never notice your crush about him back then "
"No I dont blame you for anything marlene nothing is your fault what I said to siruis was because I was mad and he didn't understand that me and James didn't feel anything about the kiss "
"Good because I can't stand with the thought of you being mad with me " she said
"You know marlene I'd I'm being honest I always felt a bit jealous of you like you are perfect girl that everybody dream of " I said chuckling
"Well that's surprising never thought that the person I'm jealous of is jealous of me " she said I narrowed my eyes
"You're jealous of me why " I asked
"You know you are special you are everybody's favourite girl either professors or students even with the boys you're their favourite when I knew that siruis liked you I felt jealous because you were the only one who made him fall inlove while I and every girl was trying to make him fall inive with us but now I could see why he loves you because your really are special Ivy " she said making me teary
"Ohhh stop your gonna make me cry " I said hugging her
*hellooo I'm updating frequently this time because I want to finish this story soon just so you know 😊*
*BTW no its not gonna be a sad ending I hate sad endings 😔 *
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Fanfiction《Dear heart please let this feelings fade 》 Ivy Russo was a pure blood gryffindor girl she was a mix of everything like shy and brave ,sweet and mean also beautiful and insecure . Her best friends was lily Evans and marlene mckinnon She was in he...
