Please Love Me Again Siruis Black ×reader

waking up

Siruis's Pov

I stayed beside Ivy holding her hand hoping she'd wake up then the guys came back

"So did you find who was behind the other accident?"I asked him

"We did it was bellatrix and malfoy regulus found out and he told dumbldore about them " james said

"Dumbldore decided to expel them for a week also regulus was the one who told us what he did " remus said

"Yeah now they are leaving " Peter continued

I was shocked about the fact regulus did all that maybe he really care about Ivy he didn't want to hurt her

"She haven't woke up yet right " lily asked

"No madam Pomfrey said it may take days " I sighed

"Hey mate go wash up and change your still in your quidditch uniform " james said I was hesitant to leave Ivy

"Don't worry we'll stay here " liky reassured I sighed nodding

I went to washup and change quickly and came back

"You didn't take a long time that was really quick " Peter said surprised

"I know I just don't wanna leave Ivy "I said looking at her

They stayed for a bit and then left as Madam Pomfrey told us only one needs to stay and obviously I didn't want anybody to stay except myself to stay

I sighed looking at her face I feel so weak seeing her in this state breaks me

"She still asleep ?" I heard regulus voice behind me I looked at him then at her and nodded

It was silent for awhile until I said "You know the whole week she tried to talk to me but my idiotic self didn't want to when I saw you guys together I was mad I thought you wanted to hurt her I never thought that you guys would be friends the fact she didn't tell me and kept a secret made me angrier I thought she didn't trust me "

" the first day she sat beside me in potions I thought she'd be annoying but turns out she is very good person We started to get closer to the point I told her that I'd like to talk to you again and she didn't protest or judge she in fact wanted us to talk with each other again she'd tell me how have you been and that your fine I actually started to see her as a sister more than a friend " he said

" I feel guilty I thought she didn't trust or she didn't want anymore I thought that if I just ignored the fact that we needed to talk I'll feel better fearing that she might break up with me but seeing her likes breaks my heart into pieces I just wanna hold her in my arms and see her smile at me " I said getting teary

"Hey its not your fault you didn't know those arses plan Ivy loves you alot she won't break up with you " he said patting my back I stood up hugging him

"I miss you brother "

"I miss you too "

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Three days have passed Ivy hasn't woke up yet madam Pomfrey said she should've have woken up by now I'm starting to get more worried than I'm already am

Me and regulus made up we started talking again I can't wait to tell Ivy when she wakes up

"You need to rest a bit padfoot " remus argued

"I'm good moony don't worry " I said

"Atleast go eat something I'll stay here next to Ivs "

"B-but what if she woke up " I asked

"If she did I'll immediately tell you now go " he said I sighed leaving

I went to the kitchen and ate some pancakes that were there from morning

After that I went to smoke a bit it's been so long since I smoke

"Stop smoking you idiot " I heard James say

I chuckled "I just want to ease my mind a bit you know "

He sighed "you know when bellatrix and malfoy come back we need to teach them a lesson "

"Of course we will I'm not gonna forget that I have a quite plan in my mind I can't punch them because Ivy wouldn't like that and I don't want to argue with her ever again " I said as he chuckled

"Yeah it was a pretty intense for a first fight between you guys " he replied

"I know right come on let's head to the hospital wing " I said as he nodded

Went there as usual she was still asleep I sighed holding her hand the guys stayed for a bit but then went to class

I decided to sleep a bit i put my head on the bed where Ivy is not letting her hand go

                            Ivy's Pov

I opened my eyes my head was hurting I looked around I saw that I'm in the hospital wing I felt someone beside me it was siruis holding my hand I smiled at him he was asleep

"Your up finally " madam Pomfrey said quietly I nodded

"I'll give you some medicine for your headache rather than that you seem pretty good " she said then she looked at siruis and chuckled

"You know he stayed here from the moment he brought here till now and that was 3 days ago he must love you alot " she said

"I know he does " I said smiling shebleft I started to play with his hair he opened his eyes then close them again it took him a moment to realise as soon he did he yelled

"You woke up finally" he jumped hugging I giggled at his reaction

"Oh thanks for waking up thank you thank you " he said kissing my head

"I missed you so much I felt lost without you sorry for being a jerk to you   "he said getting teary

" I missed you too so much you don't have to be sorry I was the one who kept it a secret " I said he kept hugging me

"IVYYYYY"I heard the guys voice as they came toward us

"You finally woke up " marlene said hugging me

"We were so worried about you " liky said hugging me too

"Glad your up Ivs or  one more day and oads here would be bowling his eyes " james joked

"HEY!"siruis yelled at James as I laughed

"Happy your back Ivs" remus said

They all hugged me siruis was laying beside me on the bed with me in his arms

The guys left after awhile since it was starting to get darker siruis stayed beside me hugging and telling me how he was sad without me

Suddenly regulus cam smiling at me
"Finally you decided to wake up " he said in a calm tone

"Regulus you're here I thought you'd come earlier "  siruis said

"I wanted to but professor slughorn wanted to talk to me I thought he wanted something it turned out he just want to chat " regulus explained  wI looked at them shocked about the fact they're talking to each others

"You guys made up ?" I asked them

"Yes love we did and its all thanks to you " siruis said kissing my lips