Please Love Me Again Siruis Black ×reader

The girls Arriving

                        Siruis Pov
The boys kept trying to cheer me up trying to makenme stop remembering what happened . I was able to walk now I only had a bandage on my left arm also some tiny scars that should fade away soon . Today the girls will come my love will come I miss her so much she is the only one thought that made me feel ease after all of this

"Lover boy You've looking at the door from the morning the girls should be on their way be patient " Remus told me as he caught me for the tenth time looking at the door waiting for the girls

"I-I wasn't looking " I denied

"Yeah and I'm not a rat " Peter said mocking me

"Pads and I thought I was the one whose whipped looks like you beat me in that" James said chuckling as I rolled my eyes

"It's just It's been three months I miss her "I huffed

Two a hours later we heard a knock we all stood up knowing who it is I started to get nervous

"GIRLS" James said opening the door

"Hey guys " they greeted as I saw her she changed a bit her hair now is shorter she seems to curl it a bit she look slimmer but she still look beautiful if not more she hugged the guys and now it was my turn

"OH NO WHAT HAPPENED?!?!" she exclaimed seeing my scars and my left hand I suddenly felt embarrassed how can I tell her that my cruel parents abused me till the point I ran away

"Um uh nothing I got a fight with my parents but I'm good now " I nervously said but she still looked worried

"Wow black looks like the fight was harsh " lily said looking at me

"Hope your okay now " marlene said but my eyes were stuck on Ivy's worried face
"Hey don't worry I'm okay now really look " I said jumping and lifting my arm though it hurted a bit

"Okay girls you should be exhausted come sit " james tried to change the subject as the girls followed him Peter and Remus took their bags to the room where james said its for them

I sighed as I felt weak knowing that if she knew that I'm abused and I ran away from my house and that I left my little brother who can be now hexed from my parents what will she thinks I was afraid to go and see her she will ask me what happened and I  can't

" pads your okay ?" Remus said as he came from down stairs

"Hmm yeah "

"Then come on let see the girls you've been waiting for Ivs since morning " he said

"I'll join later I just want sit alone for a bit " I said as he furrowed his eyes but nodded

I went to the balcony as I took a cigarette that James's father kept in the kitchen drawer  I've started smoking since first month of summer as it eased my mind a bit

                          Remus Pov
I saw how siruis got nervous and felt kinda of down and I think I know why  but also I know that I can't comfort him he needs someone to tell him that his thoughts are wrong and that's okay if he cried and he excatly need the person he care about so much and I know who it is

I walked back to the living room smiling

As the guys were laughing at catching up Peter was telling them what happened with him this summer I sat beside james

"Where is pads " james asked

" he wanted to stay alone a bit his mood changed as he saw Ivy I think he is embarrassed " I told james

"Well what should we do now " he asked

"I think we should let Ivy talk to him " I told him

"But how "he asked as I was about to reply I was cutted of by james mother

"Oh you girls your here " she said as the girls greeted her and hugged her

"Oh lily I'm sorry about James I surely know he is always annoying you " she said as she hugged lily

"Mommmm" james whined at his mom's word as we laughed

"Oh marlene how is your parents " she said also hugging her then she went and hugged Ivy

"My favourite girl Ivy look at you your making certain boys fall in love with you " she said backing away from the hug winking at her

"What "Ivy said confused

"OKAY mom we all agreed to sleep here tonight since we are going to stay up and catch up can you help me bringing the  blankets " james exclaimed taking his mom with him

I walked over Ivy who looked at the girls confused as they shrugged also not knowing what James's mom meant

"Hey Ivs how are you we didnt catch up " I said trying to open a conversation so I can make her talk with siruis

"Hey I'm good how have you been " she said smiling at me as we sat down

"Great just waiting to go back to hogwarts and hang out with you guys " I said

"Me too I miss howgarts its our second home " she said as I nodded

"Do you know where is siruis I haven't seen him since I greeted him when we arrived " she asked as sighed in relief because I wanted to talk about him but didn't know how

"I think he is in the balcony " I replied

"Is he okay " she asked

" you saw him Ivs I can't tell you he is since you already saw that he isn't " I said as she nodded

"You know I would love to help but it's just I don't know how and I think he needs someone he can feel comfortable with " she said

"He does and I think I know the right person " I said looking at her brown eyes I can't say how much they are make me fall inlove with her more
"Really who" she asked

"You"

"Me?!" She asked as I nodded

"Why me I mean me and siruis became close like after last Christmas and I dont think we are that close so he can tell me how he feels " she explained

"But I think you are perfect for that Ivy give it a shot he will tell you I'm sure about it you are one of the people who are very good listener and who never judge everyone comes to you when they are sad or want to talk I believe siruis will be one of them too "I said

" you think so " she asked hesitated to go

"I know so now go "I encouraged as she nodded smiling and went to siruis

I smiled seeing her talking to him he really wants her presence now more than anyone