Please Love Me Again Siruis Black ×reader

The deal

Siruis Pov

I left Ivy and the guys alone I just couldn't stay knowing that she is avoiding me not wanting me near her makes so frustrated I just want her to tell me why but she seems nervous when I'm about to ask her so I don't the last thing I want is for her to be uncomfortable
I was walking I saw a few hufflepuff I wanted to prank them but when I wanted to check my wand it wasn't there maybe I forgot it on the bench when I was watching Ivy play quidditch

As I went back there to get my wand I heard the boys and Ivy talking

*"Why are you ignoring him Ivy " remus asked

" ughhh it's just I know siruis likes me and I want him to stop "Ivy said

"Why do you want him to stop " Peter asked

"And you think ignoring him will make him stop " remus said getting pissed

" I mean yeah me and siruis is a mission impossible he is a playboy and I loved him before and it turned out bad" Ivy explained

" Ivy siruis changed for you he did alot of efforts he still is " remus said

" siruis can't stop thinking about you all he talks is you this 3 days were so bad for him he didn't stop thinking about why would you ignore treat him like he is a ghost damn Ivy you payed attention for the ghost at the gryffindor table more than him "james said

" but I don't want him to why aren't you understanding me I don't trust him with my heart I know he is down because I'm ignoring him but he literally is a playboy he can't stop being one just because he started to like the girl he hurted before " Ivy said*

So all of that because she knows that I like her and she is afraid a normal wizard would be sad but I'm definitely not normal actually I'm relieved it's not about something else like my family or anything

I stepped in and said
"So all of that because in your eyes I'm still a playboy "

Ivy was surprised to see me

"Umm pads we were ju-"james was about to continue but I stopped him

"It's okay prongs can you and the guys give us a few minutes alone please " I said calmly they looked worried but he sighed and nodded and left with Remus and Peter

"Siruis I uhmm didn't mean it like that I just-" Ivy started to talk but I stopped her

"It's okay Ivs I can't blame you for thinking I'm still a playboy I mean I literally had a fling with your best friend " I said as she just looked down

"I know but still I'm sorry " she said

"Don't be please Ivy look I admit it I was a playboy I made alot of mistakes I hurted you again but I changed and I'm still changing to the better and do you know who gave me the reason to change " I asked

"Who" she asked

"You ,  after my lash out
When we came back from Christmas you were the only person I could think about and that was a new feeling for me I didn't what it is days later I started to get to know you better that made me like you more your personality your laugh your smile everything about how your eyes sparkle when you get excited you just entered my heart without any warning though that I didn't understand why i felt that way until I smelled you in my amortentia " I explained

She looked surprised "y-you smelled me in your amortentia?" She exclaimed

" Yes you lavender perfume and your hair which is blueberry scent " I said and started to move closer to her she started to walk back as she started to get nervous until she hit the wall

"Uhmm uhh siruis " she stuttered since I was so close I smirk and said

"Ivy I'm not mad nor sad about what you said but don't you ever question my love toward you and to prove it we will make a deal because I'm not giving up on you "

" Deal what deal " she asked confused still not looking at me

" The deal is" I said putting my hand under her chin lifting her head up softly to make her look at me she looked at me surprised by my action

" In one month I'll prove that I changed and that I love you so that you can give me a chance and if I didn't I'll leave you alone till that time you cant ignore me deal ?" I said as she nodded still in my grip

"And just so you I never lose a deal escpically if its precious as you are " I said as we were looking at each other our lips are so close I felt her nervousness so I let go of her chin softly
As she sighed

"Uhm we should go the guys are definitely waiting for us " she said

" okay " as we are about to walk out

"Wait" I said as she stopped walking she looked at me waiting for me to talk

" there is something I wanna do I just can't hold it anymore " I said

"What is it " she said

"This" I pulled her to my arms and hugged her tightly smelling her scent she got tensed

" do you know how much torture it was for me to not talk to you and be close to you ?dont do that again" I said as she chuckled hugging me too

After that we walked together to the gryffindor tower
On the way we were talking normally like nothing happened

"Can I tell you something " I said

"Sure what is it " she replied

" I really thought you would figure it out sooner about my feelings for you"
I said chuckling

" I know right even when I was talking to lily she told me that am I turning to james a slow witted person " she said jokingly as I laughed at her cuteness