Childe x reader random stories

Not a chapter (im sorry)

I haven't been writing because frankly life is getting I think the hardest possibly ever. Im going to start college, I left my toxic job but it took a toll on me the last couple months I was there. Try getting bullied by grown women... and them spreading stories about you trying to steal someone's boyfriend and being a hoe. we were coworkers and EVERYONE knew I liked someone already. They tried to make me look bad every chance they got especially to the boss who already hated me. Grown women. Either way them trying to spread a reputation of being a lazy worker with an attitude and a hoe, it really took a toll on my overall mental health. I had to watch my best friends mental health spiral and now they are in a mental hospital. I miss them every single fucking day. Doesn't help that months leading up to that I was worrying every single day and that's my fault I guess but when it's someone you care about you can't help but worry... and then getting bullied and ridiculed for caring... got bad enough to where I cried at work but I did it in the bathroom, but my eyes were red so my coworker decided to laugh at me then proceed to "joke" about something extremely personal and making me think someone I trusted was a horrible person. Anyway this turned into kind of a rant, but I'm happy people are still reading and enjoying my story, it means a lot. But I don't know when I'll write again because frankly I don't have the motivation or the time at the moment. I'm sorry 💜