"Jasmin" I called her nervously.
She hummed and looked at me.
"Mujhe kuch baat krni thi, abhi kr skte h?"
"Haa bol na"
"Umm" God I have never got this much nervous in my entire life "I mean yha class m nhi khi bahar chlke akele m baat kre?"
"Haa chl kahaa chlna hai..........lekin tu itna serious kyu h? Kuch hua h kya?" She asked with seriousness.
"Bahar hi baat kre?" I asked scrunching my nose.
"Acha thik h chal" She immediately got up and held my hand.
I took her towards the backyard of our college. People are hardly present there. The area remains empty most of the time.
"Aly idhr kyo laaya h merko" I didn't reply. "Acha chod bol ab kya baat h?" She held my palms.
"Vo .......vo mai......" Why I'm stammering now. What's wrong with me. Ugggghhhh.
"Alyyy........Is everything alright?" She asked coming closer to me. Mt krr yaar mere dil ki dhadkan aur badha rahi hai.
"Acha chl idhar aa baith kar baat krte h" She dragged me towards the bench present there. We sat there and she looked at me again.
Kya karu
Bolu ya nahi
Mujhe galat toh nahi smjhegi na ye
She is my best friend yr
Saari duniya mujhe galat smjh skti hai lekin ye nhi
Lekin point toh yhi h na ki ye meri best friend hai...........usse aage ye mere baare m kya sochti h kya pta
Lekin Aly Izaah Di ki baat yaad haina
Isse phle der ho jaaye
I took a deep breath and moved my face towards her. She was looking at me with narrowed eyes.
"Aise kya dekh rhi hai?"
"Tujhe dekh rhi hu kin khayalo me dooba hai............ab bolega kya baat hai?"
"Haa hm....vo"
"Alyy" She called me softly squeezing my palms.
I directly looked into her eyes and Come on Aly bol de.
"Jasmin tu mujhe galat toh nhi smjhegi na" I asked softly.
"Kya baat h Aly?.............aur maine terko aaj tak kb galat smjha?"
"Haaa lekin baat hi kuch aisi hai........... Tu please mujhe judge mt karna lekin........"
"Lekin kya.......Aly plz jaldi bolde kya baat h mujhe tension ho rhi hai"
"Okay........just gimme a second"
I held my face between palms and released a heavy breath. Sighing I looked at her again.
I took her palms into mine again and looked directly into her eyes. She is looking very confused right now. I dunno how she would react.
"Jasmin hum Bachpan se sath rhe h" She nodded.
"Aur hum shuru se hi bestfriends h
Aaj tak koi hmari dosti k beech nhi aa paaya h aur na hi mai kisi ko aane dunga"
She blinked her eyes and I sighed again.
"Ye sb mujhe pta hai Aly ........main baat kya hai jo tujhe itna pareshaan krr rhi hai" She asked squeezing my palms.
"Baat ye hai ki I cannot pretend anymore"
