dear freaking jerk.

26.3.20

Tick..Tock..Tick..Tock

Some clouds are bigger than other clouds

Tick.. Tock.. Tick.. Tock

Some water are colder than other water

Tick.. Tock.. Tick.. Tock ..

Some stars shine brighter than the rest

Tick.. Tock.. Tick.. Tock..

And some days are quieter.

There is one thing in common for all of it, they are different.
Nothing is as it looks, you can't hear the difference unless you're listening
Its one of the weirdest things there are

What do you do on the days it's quiet?
Do you mindlessly watch the TV? Make something to eat knowing it will be left untouched? Write, draw?

Dazai smokes.

He sits in the middle of the penthouse, on the floor holding a cigarette.
Dazai stares at the clock that shows half an hour after midnight.

The heat is on, hair is still half wet from the shower and silk sleepwear covers gentle skin.
The dogs are laying on their back, the floor is heated- its a cold night.

The clock ticks.

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Dazai looks at the floor, at his phone.
His phone is still open on him and Chuuya's chat.

He doesn't know why.

Dazai hopes Chuuya would write something to him.
He likes the letters, he liked the conversation.

Dazai turns the cigarette off on the floor, it is burned to the filter.
He takes another one out of the box and lights it up, taking a soft breath in before letting smoke out.

*Ding*

Dazai looks right away

Chuuuya chibi sent a message

"Hey"
"You're still awake?"

"Yeah"
"Whats up?"

"Nothing interesting.."
"Just bored."
"My sister and I just finished eating so I'm chilling alone with my cat"

"I can't judge you.
Currently sitting on the floor with my dogs"

Dazai smiles at the screen

"Thats cute"
"Hey Dazai?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you wanna meet? Like actually meet."
"At a restaurant"
"Or a park"
"Not now obviously"
"Sometime."

Dazai smiles at the screen, he feels warmth in his face

"Sometime? You gotta be more specific. I have a busy schedule I need to know what to move"

"Sunday? This Sunday. In two days.. we can go to the park with your dogs and get ice cream or something"

"Sunday it is"
"I׳ll see you, Chuuya"

"Okay cool"
"See you at Sunday Dazai"
"Good night"

"Goodnight, sleep tight Chuuya"

Read by: Chuuuya Chibi 00:56

It is a quiet day..

In some places.

~

"Have you found out anything yet?"

"No, sir. There seems to be no information about Nakahara Chuuya in the entire system. Not even what school he went to"

"Damm it. Someone deleted the information. How? Why? Mark get closer to him."

"Yes, sir. I will"