chapter 14. The Pain Is Me?

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Why are you always so illusive?

Why do you always want to meet but kick feet?

Why do you always text but don't check?

Why do you stare?

Like you care?

Do I scare you?

I should.

I am real.

Get personal to soon.

Downloads infect me.

Tell me all about you before you do.

Too personal too soon.

I know.

I know.

I know.

What would you do if you always felt the pain of another standing before you?

What would you do?

Feeling the suffering, the hiding, the running, and the deepest pain in you.

Yes, all of that goes through me as soon as I see you standing there in front of me.

The pain in you downloaded to me as soon as I see you standing there saying you care.

Why are you always so illusive?

Why do you always want to meet but kick feet?

Why do you always text but don't check?

Why do you stare?

Like you care?

What would you do knowing everything about everybody you see.

Having visions daily about your future.

People hate me.

I am okay.

No, everyone hates me.

Honesty is tough you see.

Too personal for those in front of me.

What would you do when you feel the pain of others constantly?

Tried my whole life.

These gifts I have.

No one really knows their depth.

These gifts inflicted upon me.

I used to hate them.

No manual from him.

Just gifts given.

I have received.

Then they stay Hidden.

Never really seen.

Why?

Cause you don't want me to expose the wounds you buried so deep inside.

No more cries!

Right?

No more cries!

Surprise!

You turn cold!

Then old!

Five minutes with me.

Exposed!

Vulnerability, don't run from me!

Walk with me!

Why are you always so illusive?

Why do you always want to meet but kick feet?

Why do you always text but don't check?

Why do you stare?

Like you care?

I know you care!

I do not want to change you.

Only you can fix you.

I just care!

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