I Won't Fail Again

Chapter 3. You Can't Understand

Izuku was back at the training grounds and he was doing one armed push ups giving his other arm was broken, he's been doing them for the last hour and it felt as if his arm was about to fall off from how tired the muscles are.

"I... I have to get stronger.." he forced his body to do another push up before his arm finally gave from strain and lactic acid build up "damnit... Why.. why am I so weak..".

A memory flashed through his mind of his eighteenth birthday and even though the world was a living hell, Eri made him a small drawing and even tried to make his favorite meal. It was burned and had next to no seasoning but he didn't care, he ate it regardless because it meant more to him then the flavor.

A small smile crossed his face but just as fast as it was there it was gone, as another memory came... The day she died.

Izuku gritted his teeth to stop himself from crying and he forced his body up off the ground and he began running, ignoring his already burning lungs along with the previous users telling him to stop.

"I can't stop.. All For One is alive alone with that other monster... I don't care what happens to my body just as long as it means I can stop those monsters... Including the Hero Safety Commission" thought Izuku.

He continued to train and wasn't planning to stop until he was strong enough to save Eri "I have to do this alone... Because I relied on my friends they all died... I don't care if they end up hating me.. I will save them all".

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Meanwhile school was just about to start and everyone was in class except Ochako since she was waiting for Izuku to show up, she left for school earlier than normal hoping to find him but she saw him nowhere. She continued to stand outside the even after the bell rang and she started to get worried since he wasn't here and this was unlike him.

"Uraraka what are you doing here?" Said Aizawa walking towards her.

"O-oh sorry sensei... I was waiting for Deku-kun so I can ask him if he was ok.. I called and texted him over the break and he never responded" said Ochako.

Aizawa sighed in understanding from her point of view, she doesn't know the literal hell Izuku went through "don't worry Uraraka, I'll try and talk to him later, he's currently dealing with some personal problems. Now get in class and I'll let you not being in it pass this time".

Ochako nodded her head and went inside and once the door closed behind her Aizawa grabbed his head as tears started to stream down his cheeks.

"H-how... How can you deal with this..." He said as he leaned against the wall and slid down till he was sitting, through the entire week he could barely get any sleep and any time he closed his eyes all he saw was his entire class dead before him and how they died. It also included how Inko died and how that little girl named Eri died.... The way she died made him sick to his stomach, even after being a hero since he himself went to UA, nothing could have prepared him for that gruesome sight.

It took Aizawa a couple minutes but he regained his composure and wiped the tears away and stood up "prob... No, Midoriya... Your truly one of a kind and you deserve to be a hero more than anyone in this school or outside of it".

Aizawa walked into class and walked to his desk and was about to begin class when Katsuki spoke up.

"Oi where the fuck is Deku!?" He snarled.

"Out. He's dealing with personal problems" said Aizawa in a cold tone.

"Pssh that worthless Deku doesn't have any problems he's j-".

*CRACK*.

The class looked up at Aizawa and saw that his fist busted a huge hole in his desk and then he looked up at Katsuki, he didn't have his quirk active but the look he gave him was more terrifying.