𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐝 ➳ 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬 𝐄𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬

𝟏𝟎. 𝐃𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐈𝐧 𝐋𝐀

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Back to Amelia's POV

I make my way to the bathroom, take a long, hot shower and take care of my skin before laying down in my comfortable bed. Somehow, I can't stop thinking about Chris anymore. All I can think about are our moments, like the times we had dinner together or even cooked and baked together, the times we went out for walks, the amazing press tours, all the laughs we had on interviews and on set, and much more. We also loved to go ice skating together when it was close to Christmas or even in January, those are the happy memories I can't stop thinking about.

Sadly, the fight Chris and I had also comes up a lot. I hate myself for the way I treated him, I know I should've just gave in back then, but I was too scared. I would still be scared right now, but honestly, I think I'd give in. Chris was the best thing that ever happened to me, how could I've let him go? It's stupid, very fucking stupid. I let go the cutest, sweetest, most caring and most handsome man ever, and it's all my fault. As I think about this, my eyes tear up again. "Nope" I quickly say to myself, shaking my head and blinking very fast. It's in the past, I have to stop feeling this way.

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- Time Skip, Two Months Later -

Finally, it's December! God, I couldn't wait for this month to come. It's always so cozy and fun, I love it! I also adore October and November, too bad those are over already. I spent Halloween with some friends, Sebastian Stan was one of those friends. He threw a party, Chris was supposed to be there too but he couldn't make it after all. Too bad, I was ready to see him. Honestly, I've been kind of nervous about seeing him again, lately. I mean, I want to see him, I'd love to hug him and talk to him again after all this time, but still... It's kinda nerve-wracking. But it's fine, at least I'm ready when the time comes! For now, I just sit down at the dinner table to read the script again. As I take a little break to have some lunch, I check my phone and smile at the sight of some messages. I also still have a few Instagram posts to make!

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|text message|
|The Gray Man|

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Joe Russo
Hey, guys! We wanted to have
the main cast members of TGM
in a groupchat together, it's
convenient right? 🤣

Ryan
Very convenient! 😂

Unknown4
Ooh this is so exciting!!

Unknown4
Hi everyone, I'm Julia! It's a
pleasure to work with you all ☺️

Anthony Russo
Likewise, Julia! Let's all say our
names in here first, in case not
everyone has each other's
number yet

Unknown1
Billy Bob Thornton, very excited
to start!

Unknown2
Regé-Jean Page, way too excited
as well! 🤗

Ryan
Ryan Gosling, very very excited
indeed!