When everything fails Love wins

Even when your not alone Your alone

We go into the dinning hall go get dinner. It was tacos and Spanish rice for dinner. I sat down across from Wensday. She was sitting with her friends. So I just sat there eating my food. At one point I look up an at that moment principal Weems was looking at me. When her beautiful blue eyes meet mine I couldn't help but to put a smile on my face. She winks at me an I immediately turn my face back down to my food. Wait a minute did she just wink at me? I think to myself. I feel my cheeks get red hot.

I finish eating and go to my room an grab a book that I have been reading out of one of my bags and take it out to the picnic tables an sit at one of them an start reading. When I get done with the chapter I look up an there was no longer anyone outside. An it seemed like it was starting to get dark so i decide that it was time to go in.

I had my face in my book instead of paying attention to where i was walking. an i bumped in to someone. i dropped my book an bent down to get it an looked up to see who it was that i ran into. My eyes meet with ocean eyes an i knew that there was only one person with beautiful eyes like that. "I am so sorry principal Weems" i said with a very worried look on my face. You see where i come from people like me get yelled at for not paying attention.

She looks up at me and smiles "There is nothing to be sorry for it was just an accident." she says and I couldn't help but notice the little dimples that were forming on the edge of her smile. "How has your first evening been going so far?" She asks. "well good so far been spending most of the time alone. But that's something that im okay with." i say softly almost in a hushed tone.

"well if you ever need anything you can always come to me. Anything at all" she says an i nod to show that i was listening just didn't really have a reply. then i blurt out" Thank your principal Weems. I think i should be getting back to my dorm for the night." An with that i start walking to my dorm without letting her reply.

I get back to the dorm an Wensday was in there with another girl. I can only assume that the girl with her was Enid Sinclair her wear wolf friend. I go over to my part of the room and start unpacking my bags an putting my clothes into the drawers. I make my bed an lay on top of it. when i hear my name " skylar" i look up an see it was wensday. " skylar this is enid. enid this is my new roomie skylar." i smile an wave. She walks over to my side of the room. "nice to meet you skyler. I Hope you have been having fun since you got there." she says. " I have been thank you." I say.

After she talks to me an goes back over to wensday. I grab out my phone an pull out my headphones an turn on some music. I play Only Love Can Hurt like this by Paloma Faith. I tell myself you dont mean a thing an what we got, got no hold on me. But when your not there i just crumble. i tell myself i dont care that much... Right then i feel someone nudge my shoulder. I open it to see the person that had been stealing my thoughts. Principle Weems was hovering over me. When i sit up an unplug my headphones out of my ears i notice that someone else was with her. "Skylar this is Mrs Thornhill she is your dorm mom" Principle Weems says " Hi Skylar I just wanted to say hello and make sure you were getting settled in." she says.

I smile an nod my eyes never leave principle weems" im doing good here so far. i really enjoyed dinner. im not use to such big meals." i say with a big smile on my face. " im glad your settling good. i will see you in your first class tomorrow morning in history of plants an how to grow them. i teach that class" she adds as a side note. i smile an nod. I give principle Weems a pleading look. an she cuts in "Well why dont we let the girls get there rest"she says and takes Mrs Thornhill by the arm an they both walk out the door.

I plug my headphones back in. Im not much of a social person on a good day. But the first introductions at school are always the hardest for me because everyone always wants to talk to me. It causes my anxiety to go up. I take a deep breath an let it out clearing my mind. I find myself thinking back to principle weems. My god those soft hands. i would gladly let those hands wonder all over my body. i think to myself an then begin to start yelling at myself mentally. I couldn't let anyone in. I couldn't let my walls down for anyone.

Nobody could love a broken girl. Nobody could love anyone with a past like mine. That is why i have to keep my walls up.

I hear wensday and Enid laughing and giggling over on her side of the room an i just close my eyes an a single tear slides it way out. Nobody would ever love a feak. i think to myself. I turn on my side and bring my knees up to my chest an with that i fall asleep.

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I know this chapters is kinda dark at the end. but in the previous chapter it did say skylar has depression. Just hold on i promisee you that it will get better.
-K