Felix was sitting on Hae's floor waiting for her to wake up. He always does this when he's nervous. She told him he could wake her up when he needed her but he never does
"Lix..." she whispers, looking down at him from her bed
"oh you're awake" he sighs, smiling nervously
"You okay?" She questions
"I guess....i don't know" He sighs, looking up at her
"come here" she smiles, pulling the blanket up so he can lay next to her "Now tell me what's happening"
"I read this comment.." He whispers, laying next to her and cuddling into her side
"what did it say?" She questions, looking down at the boy
"That i was useless" he tells her, a stray tear falling from his eye
"You're not useless, Felix. In fact you're one of the most useful people i have ever met" She tells the sobbing boy
"That's not what they thought" he sighs, wiping his eyes
"Lixie, you are one of the most hard working people i have ever met" she assures "I remember when you got eliminated......you still practiced Korean every day" She whispers, playing with his dark hair
"yeah" he sighs
"You're so amazing, Felix and you need to realize this" She tells him
"it's just hard sometimes" He sighs, the tears slowing down
"i get that" She smiles "So whenever you feel like this again tell me, just like you did this time"
"I'll always come to you, Hae" he tells her
"good" she smiles, moving her head ontop of his
They went into the living room and sat down, Felix leaning his head on her shoulder and her holding his hand
"you guys want food?" Seungmin questions "i was gonna order food if you want any"
"What are you gonna get?" Hae asks, looking up at the boy who's scrolling on his phone
"just some chicken" He sighs
"oh yeah then" Hae smiles "You want anything, Lix?"
"Yeah, i'll just get what Hae's having" he whispers
"and Minnie you know what i want" she says to Seungmin who nods
"okay i'll order it now"
Seungmin orders the food and it comes quite quickly. They sit around the table and eat, none of them speaking because they're enjoying their food too much.
"that was so good!" Hae exclaims, leaning back in her chair "Thanks, Minnie" she smiles, wrapping her arms around Seungmin, he fits her off a bit but eventually gives in
"It's okay now get off" He laughs, pushing her off
"fine" she smiles, sitting back in her chair that faces Felix "Lix, why haven't you eaten?"
"I'm just not that hungry" He shrugs, pushing his plate away
"Felix...please" she whispers, grabbing his hand
"i can't..." he whispers, tears brimming his eyes
"yes you can" she assures "come one, sweetie, you've got it"
"I haven't" He tells her, the tears falling "I'm on a diet, Hae"
"Lix, stop. You can do it. You don't have to be on a diet, seriously" she smiles "if you can't eat the whole thing maybe just a bite"
"fine...." he nods, picking up a piece of chicken and eating it
"see you're okay, nothing happened" she whispers, shaking her head
"i guess..." he smiles "I'm gonna go take a nap"
"okay, do you want me to come?" she asks
"No i'll be alright" she smiles, getting up and walking to his room
"is he alright?" Seungmin asks
"i'm not sure" Hae sighs, picking up the plates off of the table "i'm worried about him" she says. After a few seconds she got up and patted Seungmin on the head "thanks for the food, Minnie" she smiles "I'm gonna go to Felix's room" she tells him. Hae took a deep breath and walked into the room. She saw him lying on his bed, wrapped in the cover. She could hear his sniffs. She quietly walked over and laid beside him "Yongbok, come here" she whispered, hugging the crying boy "it's okay" she repeated over and over again "I'm here, lix" she comforted him for 10 minutes, whispering it would be okay and wiping his tears. No matter what Hae was going through she would always be there for the members. Always.
