It was Hae's first concert since France and she was excited to say the least. All she had wanted to do for the past two months was perform and she finally got to do it. All the boys were excited as well, just seeing her so energized made them happy. happy she was excited about performing again.
"You sure you're going to be alright, Hae?" Their manager asked. They were backstage waiting for the signal that they could go on, all of them as nervous as they were excited. Hae was wearing jeans, a black tank top and a sheer black top over the tank top, her dark hair put into a pony tail that sat on the crown of her head
"Yeah, i'm really excited!" She exclaims, touching the floor and moving from side to side, the boys beside her doing the same thing
"okay as long as you're sure" He says, crossing his arms and watching them "And if you make a mistake no one will be annoyed"
"i'm not going to make a mistake" she says, continuing her stretching. Why would he say that? did he think she was going to make a mistake? did they all think that? was she actually going to mess up? She was nervous now. Lee know looked at her with concern flooding his brown eyes
"you okay?" he questions, touching her arm
"yeah, just...do you think i'll mess up?" She asks him, facing him
"no, of course not" he says, touching her shoulder
"Okay" she smiles, nodding slightly and kissing his cheek as the signal goes, meaning they were meant to go on now
They started the concert, the whole crowd going crazy when she walked out, waving at them with a bright smile on her face
"Hi stay!" Hae exclaims, waving at the crowd "it's so good to be back" she says. They talk to the crowd a little more and then they start performing. They get to the second song when Hae starts replaying the managers words in her head 'mistake' why was it bothering her so much? Did he not believe in her? Was the group better when she was in France? Before she knew it she had completely drawn a blank, forgetting half of the dance. She looked to Lee know in a panic, she didn't know what to do. She had made a mistake. She ran to the front of the stage and started high fiving stay, not knowing what else to do. She listened to the music and started remembering the dance again, running back into the formation and performing it twice as hard. Playing the whole thing off as her interacting with the audience. The crowd seemed to not care that she messed up, just happy that they got to high five her. After the concert was finished she rushed back stage, running to her dressing room and closing the door behind her. After a few minutes Lee know came in to comfort her.
"I'm so disappointed in myself, Minho " She sobs, moving into his arms
"You don't need to be" He sighs, wrapping his arms around her and rubbing her back
"i do" she whispers "i was so confident....so confident that i would be able to do it" she tells him, leaning closer into his chest
"You did do it" he smiles "It was one mistake, we all make mistakes"
"I know but i don't" she sighs "i've never made a mistake on stage"
"You didn't practice for two months you're not going to be perfect" He tells her. He held her tighter and kissed her forehead
"i know" she smiles "but i was so sure i would do well. I'm just disapointed"
"you don't have to be, Sunny" he reassured
"Everyone was looking forward to seeing me again and then i perform like that" Hae whispered "you guys were better off when i was in Lille"
"Don't say that. Without you we were nothing. You make us better just by being there. You encourage us, support us, care for us and help us more than you know" Lee know told her "so no we weren't better when you were in Lille so stop thinking that"
