Kiss me back- Socks X Meme

Chapter 38- Average day

~Laff POV~ (omgg yess finally a Laff pov)

The room was quiet again and Meme and Socks decided to go upstairs to talk about wedding stuff privately, well that's what they told us at least. Tbh, Joocie, Nadwe and I are left downs stairs as Ally and Blaza walk out the front door yelling good bye before closing it behind them, then Joocie's phone rang so he left to take the call, it was probably Medz or his mum leaving 3 of us left here

"Nadwe what did you tell Meme earlier and what happened with your wrist?" Tbh suddenly asks him and he looks away as if he's ashamed, what is he talking about 'with his wrist' what did Nad do to himself?

"what are you talking about" I ask as Nadwe looks at us again

"well I did what Meme did and also cut myself over a heart break, see I had a girlfriend before my Monika obsession and I loved this girl so much but then she broke up with me and never told me why, I got really upset and depressed and decided to do the same thing Memegod did to help myself cope only it didn't help and I ended up going too far and one day while I was doing it, I cut too deep and my mum saw the deep cut but I told her I dropped my knife when I was cutting an apple but she knew what I did, so she brought me to the hospital and I had to get stitches for it because of how deep it was, they said I was millimetres off hitting a vein and that I was very lucky, then I got into my Monika obsession to try and fill the empty space of having no other girl to love and to distract myself and also to stop me from cutting myself anymore" Nadwe explains as he starts lightly crying as he holds out his left wrist and showing us the big scar with stitch scars around it, poor Nadwe, I never would have thought he'd do that because he always seemed so happy or when he wasn't happy he was angry at one of us

"Oh my god Nadwe" Tbh says after hearing what happened and pulled away from me to hug the 16 year old as he cried into Tbh's shoulder

"I know it was a stupid thing to do and I'm angry at myself for doing it over some dumb girl" he says as he pulls away and wipes his tears "but it doesn't matter now because I'm much happier with Mady and it all happened like a year and a half ago" he adds

"tell me if you're not ok though alright" I say and he nods

"alright" he replies

"you promise you will" I ask in a light voice

"I promise Laff, thanks" he promises and smiles

"how many of us have done this to ourselves in this house?" Tbh asks and both Nadwe and I look at him weirdly

"what do you mean, have you done it too?" Nadwe asks him and he nods, not even I knew that

"what why" I ask

"I hated the way I looked, this was in high school when Meme and I were 15, but I worked on myself and Meme encouraged me so now I like who I am" he simply explains

"oh" I say surprised

"well I think you always look amazing Tb" I say smiling and he slightly blushes

"thanks" he replies

"well I might invite Mady over for a swim now so cya guys later and thanks" Nadwe smiles as he walks up to his room

"well it's only the two of us left now" Tbh says in a flirty tone as he rubs circles on my chest with his right hand's pointer finger and looks at me smiling

"what 'ave you planned in that head of yours Tb?" I grin as I look at him with my arm around his waist

"oh nothing" he replies as he starts leaning his head closer to mine

"nothing ay, why are you movin' your 'ead closer to mine then?" I cheekily ask as I lean mine slightly towards his

"why are you moving yours towards mine?" he shoots back