𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙬𝙤 𝙤𝙧𝙥𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙨 ||𝙆.𝙏𝙃||

part 23

He bent down , hardly looked at her from the seam and said something that has been in his mind for a long time

'I love you y/n'

She will never forget his childish voice , when she had no i dea of what he meant by i love you

'Who ever beat you , beat him too , who ever curse you , curse him too , if they showed their middle finger ,you show yours'

'Would you like to have a cup of tea with me dear tae tae'

Mentaly laughed and slaped her forhead remebering how she made him playing that stupid game by wearing old used high heels

'I missed you
But we were with each other all day-
So what still i missed you'

An unknowen smile find its way to her lips
Such a wonderful days

'So this is love, mmm
So this is what makes life divine

So this is the miracle that I've been dreaming of'

"Hey y/n...dear are you okay"

Suddenly her name was called by the woman infront of her who was talking nonestop. Her eyes filled with more tears as the reallity hits her...he is no where to be found , not anymore. She will no more see him from window eagerly running to the entrance , climb the stairs without noticing anyone while shouting her name happily.no more back hug , no more sweet talks , no more forty five minutes

She wiped the tears that rolled from her eyes and gave her attention to the woman.her smile didn't vanish for a second, like she was too happy. as much she was sad the woman infront of her was happy...

"My little lemon look at here, it's gonna be your room..."

Now she was showing the photo of ghe place they wanted her to live with them.atleast she got to hear one of her words , well till now she was everywhere but next to this woman.
Again she went to her own thought...

Looked at her again , this time put all of her attention on her...but for reall , why she is so happy.she look so understanding , a good looking woman with good financial status that is so joyful to adopt a fifteen years old girl...but can't she see how broken she is , how her life shattered her , doesn't her souless eyes effect her...hell why the hell they want such an old child... she is doing everything to prevent this adopting matter but here this woman gain more interest in her...

She did not understand these stupid people.
What did they want from her?
She, who had disintegrated ,was nothing more than a ruin.
Why did they want to cut the last thread of her life?
Why did they want to put her pieces together and caress her wounds, she didn't want their nonsense affections.they were only making her wounds wider with so much infection. They were hurting her one by one with their blind and deaf hearts.
now her only desire was them reaching hell...nothing more...

Wait...when did she turned so heartless

"Did you read the books i gave you?"

Yes , she was the same woman in the library who would ask for countless books and atleast would get desiree

The one who told her 'life has ups and downs ,if you want to grieve for them all , you will have nothing left'
Not even once she gussed the famous classic woman of library be one of her life ups and downs

Her cold tone made her stop talking.looked at y/n and finally come to herself , faced the reallity she always ran from...the girl didn't like their idea,not even a little bit, the hate in her eyes was beyond words