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Escapism ༒╳━━━━━━━━━━━━━━╳༒ Fluff + Angst 🖤💜
This was loosely based on the song Escapism but set from my own personal experience and nothing to do with s3x or anything of the sort so dw :p ༒╳━━━━━━━━━━━━━━╳༒
YELLING RANG THROUGH THE HOME because of the (H/c)-nette's mother and aunt
They've been at this for hours now and it wasn't goin anywhere, but this was normal. You had long stopped trying to intervene and kept your headphones on to block out the screams and bangs of various objects
You had started to cry but still continued to distract yourself with games, music, and videos but nothing was helping. You wanted to text a friend but feared what would happen if your Mother found out
Then she'd yell at you too.
But you didn't care you feared if you didn't tell someone it would lead to something worse. You scrolled through your contacts trying to see who you could possibly help you everyone was busy...
But not Miya, he was there a Ray of hope for you. You called you him and begged for help anything that might help you calm down yourself or your Mother and Aunt
"Can you come over?" He said even he sounded desperate.
"No they'd never let me not the way they are now..." you shook your head not that he could see you and sobbed
"Just go out the window or something..." he proposed worriedly. You got up without a second and grabbed your things and left
You grabbed onto the tree that was next your house climbed down that way effortlessly. Miya was on the phone with you the whole time for safety purposes and you made it there safe and sound
You got there quick since he lived nearby and as soon as he opened the door he immediately pulled you into his embrace, you clutched onto his shirt crying
"Let it out...you've been holding it in for a while huh?" he asked, rubbing your back. You nodded through the sniffles and choked sobs.
After many many tears you both went up to Miya's room and his mom was nice enough to make you something to eat that calmed you down more seeing someone so close (basically a mother figure) to you be so calm and caring
Sure, yours was the same but..it was complicated she was there always provided but when it came to emotions she was ignorant. Whenever you tried to help in anything it'd somehow led to you getting yelled at so you stopped you didn't help, but that made it worse.
You couldn't win and it ate you up inside.
"You okay?" Miya asked, his was placed on top of yours for reassurance, you looked down at your lap and didn't say anything
Miya stared you for a while and decided he was going to get it out of you one way or another, he turned and put his head on your lap looking directly at you
He placed his hand on your cheek so you'd look at him "Y/n...you can tell me alright? I'm here to help you" you wanted to cry again, his words touched you after not being listening to or taken seriously for year
He sat up and continued to look at you titling his head "I-I i just-.." you stammered over your words having trouble saying anything you started to cry again and Miya pulled you into another tight hug
You told him everything, about what your mom and aunt had be yelling about, how you felt, how you needed help, how you stressed, how everything was building up, everything.
He listened nodding his head in understanding
"If your mom wouldn't mind..could you stay over for a while Y/n? You're stressed and need to be somewhere..I don't know..free? No..safe?" He looked for the right words not trying to be offensive but you still nodded in response
You pulled out your phone to text your aunt seeing as she was the calmer one and told her you were staying over Miya's for a while
After you just..melted... you'd broken down so much you couldn't feel anything anymore you were tired, mentally and physically. You slumped yourself onto Miya resting your head on his shoulder and he bugged you basically spooning you
"Just rest for a while okay?" He said, you put an earphone into one of your ears and it played f/a/n, soon you fell asleep after many sleepless nights of overthinking. You could finally sleep in peace and in the warm embrace of someone you loved
Escapism was your only option andMiya was the perfect person to run to
༒╳━━━━━━━━━━━━━━╳༒ I guess this could classify as a vent? Not to sure, but the idea came to me and I felt the need to write it
Fun fact I hate writing but I guess what, I'm doin it
I have a another reason as to why but I won't be saying it here wouldn't want anyone to read that and think of me badly. Also things like this haven't happened much but I still often do hear them yelling about pointless things nothing bad just childish arguments. Also I'm perfectly fine! Don't worry about me I'm okay! Physically anyway
Anyways either way I hope you liked this! Also if we're going through the same things just know it'll get better, well for you i hope so. Also that even if you don't want to please talk to someone about things it helps believe it or not and I truly despise talking to ppl about my problems
