Like a ruby flower (nickloon)

.Unwanted guilt.

YES YES YES I FINNALLY FINISHED THIS CHAPTER OMG

ALSO NEW TPOT EP OMG!?!?!?!?
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Oh.
Where the hell am I this time.

A black void of nothingness, I don't think even the world's brightest flashlight could light this up. Well, this is just fantastic. I could feel nothing, physically and somewhat emotionally, I guess? It feels strange here as if I'm in a hole, a pit of some sort but with infinitely stretching walls, far from my reach. There's seriously nothing here! There's nothing up, right or left, did I go blind, the hell? I take a step forward, oh. There's a thin layer of water, well best make sure not to slip - I really don't feel like landing on my face - plus the floor is some kind of marble. Which psychopath designed this place, seriously this is a slip and slide waiting to happen.

I shouldn't just stand here, probably best to look for something at least. Don't want me dying of boredom now. I step carefully, walking into, well.. nothing. You'd think I'd at least be able to see my own two feet! What if I actually just went blind, that'd be hilarious. Though if I did go blind, balloon would probably stop me from walking into a wall or something. Is there anyone even here?
"Hellooo. Anyone here?" Silence answers back, amazingg. *sigh* how long have I been walking for, I'm getting impatient.

Wait. I see something? That, or I'm starting to hallucinate. I blink a few times, no it's there alright. Some grey speck in the distance, actually it looks a little purplish? Or like a weird dark magenta. I guess I'll see from a closer distance. At least I see something, I was starting to thing I was trapped in an endless void of nothingness with absolutely nothing to do. Tragic.

"Agk-" I bump into something. Someone. "What the- balloon?" I could have sworn there was nothing in front of me a second ago. Huh, I think I can I can actually see better. "Oh phew, glad you're here man. I was seriously getting tired of being here by myself! Not that I don't mind being by myself- I mean I just- agh yeah you know, glad you're here" geez you'd think that by now I'd be able to actually speak properly. Well whatever, at least he's here, I smile.
"..."
"Uh balloon? You good?" He kept his back faced towards me. Weird.
"..."
"Uhm, are you okay? Did something happen or yeah."
"..." The only response I get is harsh silence. Geez it feels like I'm talking to a wall here. In all seriousness I'm getting somewhat nervous.
"Seriously, balloon. Are you okay? Why are you not-"
"Ugh, why are you still talking to me."

"Uh what?"
"Seriously? Don't act like you didn't do anything." He turns slightly, glaring at me. His eyes look..off, they're fully dull. I completely freeze up.
"what are yo-"
"Ugh I don't even want to hear your voice, not like you ever wanted to hear what I had to say." My breath shortens, my eyes wide open, all I can do is stare nervously at him. Why can't I say anything? I can't move.

God, He's not talk about seas- that is he?
"Oh, and now you shut up. Seriously nothing to say, after everything you said to me. What, cat caught your tongue?" He turns around fully to face me. God that did not help.
"Don't give me that look."

"Stop it. What right do you have to be sad, not after how you acted towards me. Towards everyone."
No he can't be talking about-
"Don't just pretend the competition never happened."
Oh
Oh shit.

Season 2.

'how I treated everyone'. Treated them all like shit, especially balloon.

Why.

Why did I even-

Because of some stupid grudge? Did I just not like him?