Chapter 4

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Quick A/N I recommend listening to the song when you get to lyrics cause if you haven't heard it before it will sound very weird anyway enjoy

Shit I can't have a crush on Shane that would just make it weird, it would ruin our friendship. Not to mention having to actually admit to my dad that he was right. Fuck.

"Eves?" I heard Shane say from the drums

I must have been quite for a while because he looked concerned

"Huh?" I said trying to avoid eye contact

"You good Eves? You seem kind of quite"

"Oh, no I'm fine just thinking"

"You sure? You can always talk to me about it" He said

Usually I would but this particular thing I could not talk to him about, not even if my life depended on it.

"Nah it's okay" I say finally making eye contact with him giving him a reassuring smile

"If you say so"

It was in fact not okay but I couldn't tell him that. What was I supposed to say 'Hey Shane it just clicked in my brain that I have a crush on you and I'm freaking out about it'. Definitely not.

"What other songs should we play?" I asked trying to keep cool

"I don't know, what do you wanna paly?" He asked 

"Uh, maybe There is a light that never goes out?" 

"Okay" He said giving me a smile before spinning his drum sticks

I looked down at my guitar and placed my fingers on the correct strings before strumming lightly

Take me out tonight

Where there's music  and there's people

and they're young and alive

Driving in your car

I never , never want to go home

Because I haven't got one

anymore

I started singing again this time in a softer tone to match the beat being played

Take me out tonight

Because I want to see people

and I want to see life

Driving in your car

Oh, please don't drop me home

Because it's not my home, it's their home

and I'm welcome no more

And if a double-decker bus

Crashes into us

To die by your side 

Is such a heavenly way to die 

And if a ten ton truck

Kills the both of us

to die by you side

well the pleasure, the privilege is mine

For some reason this song is describes how I felt about Shane. No matter the situation, good or bad, I wanted to be with him through all of it.

Take me out tonight

Take me anywhere I don't care

 I don't care, I don't care 

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