𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐙𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 (𝐄𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐚𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝)

CHAPTER 17 - BACK IN REALITY -

TW

CHAPTER 17 -

ROSELYN.

After class was over, I gathered my things and put them in my bag.
I left the classroom together with Gaby and walked towards the cafeteria.
My eyes were suddenly captured by a purple-looking eye.
That eye belonged to no one, but Miles.
His eye looked terrible.
His eyes looked with me-or maybe just the one which wasn't injured- and our eyes met.

My heart skipped a beat, because fear came back.
But, Miles eyes looked away from me, right away.
A little confused, I looked after him, before I was pulled inside the cafeteria by Gaby.

What happened to him?- or who happened to him?

The school bell rang and school was over for me.
Everyone packed their stuff together and left as quickly as they could. They couldn't wait to get home.
Not like me.
My eyes wandered to Erling who stood relaxed at his table and packed up his things.
I got up from my chair and positioned my bag on my right shoulder.
"Erling?"

His head turned to his right.
He looked at me attentively.
"Yes?"

"Did you do that to Miles?"
I asked, while already assuming the answer.
Erling sighed before turning his head away again and continuing to pack up his things.
"Erling."
I said, when he didn't answer.
"Yeah. I did."
He seemed to not care about it all.
His voice was relaxed and almost emotionless.
"Why did you do that?"
I looked at him, seeking for an answer.
He only got himself in trouble by doing something so careless.
"What do you think?"
He mumbled and put his backpack on his left shoulder.
Finally, he had turned around and faced me.
I looked up into his eyes and felt guilty.
"Don't do that again." I quietly, said.
"Just leave him alone."

"What?" He looked at me in disbelief.
"Are you fucking serious?"
His voice picked up volume.

I swallowed by the change of his tone.
"He fucking terrorizes you, he bullies you. He fucking deserves every beating in the world."
With each word his voice picked up volume and anger.
He seemed to be upset about what I said before.
His tone was darker, meaner and scarier.
My body felt shaky and I couldn't help but feel fear.
I stepped away and quickly put one foot in front of the other and rushed out of the classroom.
"Roselyn!"
I could hear him call me, but I ignored his screams for me.

Quickly, I left the building and started walking away from the school.
If I'd wait for the bus to come, Erling would catch up to me, eventually.
So, I walked my way home.
Home.
Damn it.
I almost forgot for a moment.

That reminded me of my turned off phone.
Yesterday, I couldn't take all these calls, so I had turned it off.
Now, it was time to face the truth.
I grabbed my phone and turned it on.
My body was shaking while the loading screen seemed to last forever.
Once I had unlocked my phone, tons of messages appeared.

The more arrived, the weaker my legs felt.
I was getting closer to my house, nearer to pain while waiting for my phone to fully load the messages.
Once it did, I started crying with no sound appearing.
Tears just rolled down my cheeks.

-Brody
<<where are you?>>
<<school has finished hours ago!>>
<<get home now!>>
<<you fucking bitch. You don't want to do this! You're gonna regret it, I promise.>>
<<who are you with? Who are you fucking, Rose?!>>

Also, 23 missed calls.
I felt fear taking over me.
I knew there was no way out.
I had to face him and his punishment.
Promise him, it wouldn't happen again, even though, I wished for nothing else.

With shaky hands I unlocked the front door.
But, before I was able to open the door by myself, the door was ripped open and I was roughly pulled inside the house.
The door was loudly shut behind me, before cold hands grabbed my throat and shoved me to a hard wall, which I was pressed against, shortly after.
I had trouble breathing while my feet were slightly above the floor.
"YOU FUCKING BITCH!"
Brody's eyes spoke volumes.
Anger.
Pure anger was inside of him.
His eyes shined through them.
His voice was dark and intimidating.
"Who do you think you are? You think, you can act like a little slut and wander around and fuck someone else?!"

I started coughing, which wasn't easy, either, because of the tight grip around my neck.
"You make me so angry." He hissed while sounding desperate.
I've never been so scared of him in my whole life.
Suddenly, he let go off me.
But, before I was able to react to that, he grabbed me by my hair and roughly pulled me upstairs into my room.
Behind us he locked the door before pushing me onto the bed and harshly ripping my pants off.
I cried out in pain.
"Don't." I begged.
He didn't care about my crying.
He shortly after pulled my slip down and ran his hand over my middle.
I closed my eyes, crying.
All I wished for, was this to be over quickly.
But, he took his time.
I knew he would.
That was his punishment.

Suddenly he put two of his fingers in my vagina and moved them quickly inside me.

I tried to press my legs together but immediately he pressed my legs violently apart and penetrated me even deeper.

Loudly, I cried out while feeling so much pain.
"Who are you fucking?" He asked in anger while his fingers moved inside me.
"No-one." I cried, desperately.
"LIAR."
He screamed in my face and then quickly moved his fingers inside of me, which made me scream in pain.

Eventually, he pulled them out and grabbed me by my arms to pull my body under his.
He sat on top of me and violently pulled my sweater- Erling's sweater off of me.
That reminded me of Erling, immediately.
And, I didn't want that.
I didn't want to think about him in a situation like that.
He didn't deserve to be a thought of mine in a terrifying situation like that.

Brody pulled the cup of my bra down and exposed one of my boobs.
Lustful and greedy, he took my boob in his mouth and with his tongue, he played with my nipple.
I was disgusted by his touch, by his presence.
My crying was harder than before, just as my fear was.
Right now, I just wanted to die.
I wanted to be gone.
And at the same time, I imagined what it felt like being with Erling yesterday.
I didn't feel like dying yesterday.
I didn't feel scared around him.
I was able to feel comfortable with him.
Therefore, I imagined to be with him, to have him close, right now.
That thought was supposed to ease my pain.
It wasn't fair to Erling, but it was all I had left as of right now.