A poem for death

Im that girl

I'm that girl that talks others out of suicide, but has a hard time doing it for herself. She truthfully assures them how beautiful, lovely, wonderful and precious they all are. Because she doesn't want them to feel the same way she does; the opposite.

I'm the girl that puts on a smile even when I'm dying inside. I try my best to make everyone smile. Regardless of my own feelings or emotions.

Making others happy makes me feel a little bit better inside, it makes me feel like I'm doing something good, instead of always doing bad. Being bad or looking bad.