taehyung had thought that never in his life, he would ever find a girl he could trust again—find a girl who he can let go of himself fully to, let himself be vulnerable in front of, give his entire heart to again.
it hurt the first time, it hurt like a thousand spears shrouded with needles piercing through his heart. he had always put up the facade where he was strong on the inside, when in reality, he was fragile, broken, afraid. the first time he learnt how to love, it ended in the way which made his entire world cascade down and fall upon him like a heavy anchor weighing him down.
but here he was, wanting to take the chance again, he wants to love again.
and even if he were to try to push jinhee away, he would always find himself wanting the girl to be near him, wanting to see her again, wanting to see her smile again.
