ᦓ꠸ꪀᠻꪊꪶ ꪑꪖ᥅᥅꠸ꫀᦔ ꪑꪖꪀ [𝙅𝙅𝙆 𝙁𝙁]

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I am that strong gust of wind which will not shake you away,

but leave you to ruin incredibly from you'll never rise again.

I hate kids I Just hate them but guess what jiya changed me and my mind totally.

All my life I was sure of one thing I don't want to have kids or anything close to them because when they cry all the time annoying you for milk or cuddle, or when they put their small hands in their drooling mouthing and after that, they touch you.

I hate it seriously I really wanna slap them away or myself dig under the ground but again jiya changed it completely.

As I promised her, Somi and I spent the evening in her room, watching TV and playing with her barbie dolls and yeah rabbits plushies too. I also read a bedtime story, the same clichéd one about the princess and the dragon.

At that time Jungkook or Lisa were not home or I was feeling that Jiya was alone, maybe she is was hungry for love or I don't know when I started reading someone's mind. Jiya needed them but they didn't even ask about her but, Why they have kids if they are not your number one priority?

But I don't mind at all because it's not my business so I kept on troubling Somi who is still shy or anxious about me and I have to break her shell and I think I already made a crack in it as I am stubborn and annoying so if she thinks she will get rid of me, she is wrong.

She has no other option than to start to open up for me which she gladly did.

I don't know why but my mood seemed quite high or maybe it was because of last night that I started my day with a smile which was rare for me.

Is the Seoul air changing me? Maybe yes.

I took a nice shower and wore my office attire which was a bit revealing but that's how I like it and put on some makeup which included mascara, blush and a nude red lipstick and done and last, I kept my hair open and swept my bangs to the side to reveal my forehead and it was quite new but that's how life works, so try new things.