Addiction

Chapter 18

Here manik reach a isolated area which have a lots of silence and see sidharth sitting on the cliff lost in his thoughts.  Manik patt sid shoulder and sit beside him.

Manik: Tu yaha kya kar raha h ghar kyu nhi aaya.

Sid: Kuch nhi aaj thodi Der akele aur sant rahna tha toh yaha aa gya . Waha sab log gussa kar rahe honge na Maine Sana ko..

Manik: Nhi sid sab teri tension me h . Ha vo Sana ke liye bhi tension me the kyuki tera gussa control nhi hota. Sid agar tu aise hi Sana par haq aur gussa karega toh vo tujhe nafrat karne lagegi. Ye kaisi zid pakar li h tune . Tu aur Sana different h bahot. Aur ye tera attraction h bas.

Sid: Mujhe bhi yahi laga tha par nhi yaar ye sirf attraction nhi h ye kuch aur h. Tu toh mujhe janta h na main Bina night stands nhi rah sakta par jab se mujhe Sana aachi lagne lagi Maine ek baar bhi ye sab nhi kiya. Uska mujhe pe gussa karna bao na dena mujhse jhagra karna aacha lagta h jabki mujhpe gussa karene wale toh chod uchi awaz walo ka main kya haal karta hu tujhe Pata h. Phele vo meri attraction par ab mujhe uske alwa koi aacha nhi lagta h . Jaise vo meri rooh me bas gyi h. Meri har saas meri har dharkan me bas gyi h. Usse kisi aur ke saath dekhna toh dur sochne se bhi nafrat hoti h mujhe. Junoon e ishq ho gya h mujhe usse .

Pyaar Ki Hadh Jante Ho Kya Hoti Hai
Jab Mile Toh Kashish

Na Kisi Ne Pyar Mein Aisa Kadam Uthaya Hoga..
Na Kisi Aashiq Ke Samne Ishq Yun Aaya Hoga..

Pehli Baar Ashqki Had Ke Par Hogi..
Mere Ishq Ki Har Baat Yadgar Hogi.

Mujhe Pyaar Se Pyaar Nahi
Mujhe Junoon Se Pyaar Hai

And become happy because now he knows he loves shehnaaz madly and deeply and a small smile played on his lips.

Manik is numb because he has an idea about sid loves but he neglected it but now sid himself is aware about his feelings.

Manik pov

Jis baat ka dar tha wahi hua sid ko aapni feeling ka Pata chal gya h ab vo Sana ko na hi Jane dega na hi usse kisi ka hone dega. Sid ka pyaar deewangi h vo khud toh jalega saath me Sana ko bhi jala dega. Jab use uske pyaar ka Pata bhi nhi tha tab bhi vo Sana ko kisi se baat tak nhi karne deta tha ya usse baat ya dekhne wale ka kya haal karta h ab vo sab aur dangerous ho jayega. Mujhe nhi Pata tha bhagwan ji aap meri baat itni seriously lete h ki sid ko Sach me pyaar ho gya. Upar se junnon e ishq.  Ye ishq tabahi la degi . I hope Sana ka koi relationship na ho warna sid kya karega kisi ko nhi Pata. Sid ka ishq bahot khatarnak h. Ab kya hoga kuch Pata nhi.

He feels patting on his shoulder and see sid and asked kya hua and he says kuch nhi. And they both  go home.
In car sid is relaxed 😌 because now he knows his feelings but manik is tensed and they reach home.
Sid directly goes to Sana room and see Sana sleeping on bed hugging a cute teady with a cute pout .sid slowly remove teady due to his possessiveness and kisses Sana cheek and forehead.

Sid thought
Soon I will tell you about my feelings and you have to accept it anyhow.  If not then I have my own way and you have no other option.
Amd goes from there to his room