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Chap 14 - 🧡

This HueningKai 🛐🛐>>>

~~BEOMGYU'S POV—

I sprung up from my bed, my pajama sticking to my body from the sweat. Another nightmare woke me up for the nth time this month, as usual.
Sometimes, it's not recurrent. But at other times, it gets bad, really bad.
So much that I almost can't bear it.

I looked to the bed on my left, where Soobin Hyung is supposed to be sleeping. But there was no one.
He left me here, alone.

If he was there, Hyung would rush to my side and hug me, and shower me with honeyed words. He never asks for the causes of my nightmares, probably because he's waiting for me to tell him on my own. He also doesn't tell the others about it. I appreciate it, the fact that he respects my privacy.
Unlike a certain someone who told the others about our relationship when I didn't even agree to it in the first place. Anyways, I'm drifting away from the initial subject.

For now, nobody's there to support me.

Then why not Taehyun or Yeonjun, you ask ?

No offense, but no. Taehyun would probably ask me what are my nightmares about, and I wouldn't answer. He would then get upset, thinking he's not trusty enough for me to rely on him. I know he wouldn't admit it, but I'm sure he would feel this way.

As for Yeonjun, ...

I have personal reasons.

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We were chilling on the sofa, watching a cooking show Taehyun insisted on watching to « get some recipes ideas ». The latter was sitting between us, holding a pen and a notebook in case he wants to recreate a plate.
The screen showed 5 participants that had to create a plate under 40 minutes. The best cook would then get a reward.

They zoomed on a participant that just had fried some chicken in a pan.

« Damn, I want a taste of this. » Exclaimed Yeonjun, his mouth watering at the sight of the delicious looking food.
« Me too. » replied Taehyun, without looking away from the screen. « What time is it, by the way ? » I asked, starting to get hungry too. « Wait a sec, said Yeonjun as he grabbed his phone. Crap, it's only 11. »

I growled in restlessness. I still had to wait one hour before lunch !
After the 40 minutes were over, all the participants showed the chiefs their chef d'oeuvre one by one.
One of them got particularly bashed by the judges.

« Oh no, poor chicken man ! No way he's going to win from the way they're criticizing his plate ! » Dramatically whined Yeonjun. Taehyun snorted. The winner received his prize -and the chicken man didn't win, sadly -, and after the participants and the broadcaster said goodbye, the show ended.

« He should've won, I swear. » Complained Yeonjun. « Speaking of chicken, do you guys want to eat some today ? » Said Taehyun. Yeonjun and I both nodded.
« But wait, do we even have some chicken left ? »
« I don't think so, Yeonjun. I should go get some. » Offered Taehyun before standing up, grabbing his coat and some money. He turned around and said "later", to which we answered by waving our hand, and left.

Not even a split of a second after he left, the mood in the living room completely changed.

« Outta my way, I'm watching whatever I want. » He snatched the remote control from my reach and changed to the channel he wanted. He scrolled through the options, until he found his favorite channel. Ugh, not Disney Channel + again, does he ever get tired of these teenager dramas for young girls ?

« Hey, not this bullshit again ! Give me the remote control ! » He only rolled his eyes, not even bothering to answer. I humphed in anger and thought of a way to get back at him.
My eyes wandered to a photo of Soobin and HueningKai hugging each other during the making of a studio choom choreography video. Soobin was so proud of the maknae that day that he had to frame the photo.

Oh. Why didn't I think of that before ?

« By the way, Hyung, how's it going with your love interest ? »
Yeonjun's leg twitched at the mention of his "love interest".

Touché.

« Did you get to flirt with him yet ? »
« How is this any of your business ? » He snapped in an irritated tone, yet still looking a little flustered. « Get lost. I wanna watch Jessie alone. »
« Aha ! I guess you really did. » I said in a mischievous tone. « By the way, how are you feeling about his trip with Kai ? Aren't you anxious that they're left alone? » The oldest's jaw clenched. It seemed like he was ready to throw punches any moment, but instead of doing so, he laughed bitterly.

« Look who's talking. I can't believe the guy who failed miserably with his previous crush and is currently in a chaotic relationship is preoccupied by my love life ! » His facial expression quickly changed in a rather amused one. « Look at me. » He stared at me dead in the eyes, a devilish smile lingering on his lips.

I avoided his eyes at all cost.

« Have I ever reciprocated your feelings ? No. I only used you. You should fix that in your stupid head. »

I know it. He never cared for me. But I had a tiny bit of hope that he liked me, even just a little.
But that was in the past. Now, there's only one thing that I seek for.
Revenge.

« I know what you're tryna achieve with Taehyun. » He leaned in. « And I know it's no good. But lemme warn you... » He jabbed his finger on my shoulder, before speaking slowly and clearly. « ... if I ever hear another single complain of Tae about you, the last thing you'll see is my punch on your face. »

A part of me was frightened. I knew that even if I went to the gym a thousand times, I would never win a fight against him.
But the other part had been oppressed for too long.

« Hey, you heard me ? Stop avoiding my eyes. I said, st—»
I closed the gap between our lips impulsively.
By the time I had realized what the heck I had just done, Yeonjun Hyung pushed me away in rage.
« The— the hell—»
« If I knew this would make you shut up, I would've done it earlier. » I tried to stay as calm as possible as I walked away.

« Hey ! I'm not done here ! Come back ! »
I totally ignored his words as I went into my room and closed the door harshly.
My mind brought me back to my first kiss.
As a beginner, I didn't know what to do and just stayed still. However, he had experience in the field.

I will never forget this moment. A million things were going through my mind.
The contrast between his soft lips and the roughness in his movements,
his right hand caressing my arm while the other held my hair firmly,
his affectionate behavior and all the lies he told me.
I will never taste such an exquisite experience again.

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Hi
I know I haven't posted anything in months, sorry 😞
I just didn't know what to write and had a hard time figuring out this argument between the two,,,
Hope you and your loved ones are doing ok 💟
Bye~~