"When my scarred hand fails to capture your beauty with my pencil,
do you think I'm a flawed artist?"
a messy poetry collection-
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A stream of words inside me changed it's direction; What was meant to fall from my lips, Now flows towards my overflowing heart.
Every morning, I awake with a dull ache. Every time I drag my body out of bed, The realization taunts me; I am only a figment, I'm not who I used to be. Would anyone bother to steal a glance at me?
Breakfast tastes the same; Eggs: salty, and toast crisp. But when I climb down the stairs, - two at a time - It hits me hard, then I realize; I am not myself anymore.
My eyes won't glance at the blue blue sky. And I forget to roll down the window in every car ride; So when the wind comes and teases my hair, It comes as a surprise, provokes a fear; Where is the girl I used to be, What will become of me?
When I speak to the girl on my right, I have to remind myself, she's not my ally; Just someone to share a joke with, or a lie. She's not a friend; does not want to be.
My body is even no longer mine; What has become of it, I want to hide. Curves and bumps tucked in, but always feared, if anyone saw, would they care? My fluctuating weight, a looming fear; Will I come to hate the food that I love today?
Every night, I lay awake with a dull ache. Every time I drag my body in bed, The realization taunts me; I am only a figment, I'm not who I used to be. Would anyone bother to steal a glance at me?
Any skill I had has left my hand, How it happened, I don't understand. All I know is when I try to write, The blank page taunts, my lips shright. Where has it gone? My skill, my talent; Is sanity going to leave me as well?