Hey guys, Lux here. I'm still alive and here. I have manic depression and for the past several weeks I have been having horrendous mixed episodes, and the crashes have me so mentally and emotionally drained. It feels like I can't have a day to recover because it's been a constant emotional roller-coaster.
I have so many ideas in mind for everyone's requests, but it's so hard to get the motivation going. Once I sit down to write, it feels like all my ideas just fade away. I'm stuck staring at a screen and nowhere to go. I've tried medications for it, but due to other health issues, they have negative effects on my mental health. But I am trying to bounce back from these ups and downs; it's just really hard right now.
Once I can get my head back in the game, I will pick up on filling requests again. I don't want to half ass any requests. That's never been my style before and don't plan for it to be that.
On an unrelated note, I bought my first ever VIP ticket for a concert! I'm going to a show called Rockin' the Sound. The lineup is absolutely amazing. I'm really excited to see Nonpoint and Gemini Syndrome again. And back in December for Christmas I surprised my parents with tickets to come see Metallica with me in August.
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Metallica One Shots and Imagines
FanfictionA series of one shots, imagines, and AUs (Alternate Universe) of the most successful metal band, Metallica. Stories will include fluff, smut, angst involving the Met members. I especially love writing stories for James, Kirk and Rob, but I will happ...
