embraceable you
some nights are so hard.
i lay in bed cold,
wanting to cry.
loneliness devours me whole.
i often wish
you could be beside me.
i want to be held by you.
if only once more.
embraceable you.
i miss how you feel.
i miss your lips on mine.
i miss your hands.
i miss the closeness,
the vulnerability,
the sweetness.
all of this longing,
it saddens me.
i don't want to go on
any longer like this.
the gap needs to be
bridged already.
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i will line the stars myself
if i must.
