to being as one
you were gentle and sweet.
so soft and thoughtful.
for once,
we could be
in this state of desire
with nothing preventing us
from going further.
finally reaching
what we have been secretly
wanting since the beginning of us.
our heart beats were the same.
you breathed and so did i.
this rhythm,
our lifeline,
brought such awe.
i thought it would take
a lifetime of "everydays"
to experience this.
and that is when
it felt so real.
everything else mattered
(and continue to matter);
but this,
this was everything and more.
this was love
in its unbounded form.
"the indefinite
continued progress
of existence and events"
ceased at once.
everything was ours.
it is as if
the earth's motion came to a halt.
it was just you and me.
living in that particular moment,
with such a hushed tone,
we made our promise.
a vow to stay.
you were heavy
on my mind.
let me tell you:
you looked so handsome
under the dimmed light.
from boy to man.
we have come some ways.
you even said it...
i look more woman now.
we have grown up.
from kids of yesterday
to the very young adults
that we are today.
you know,
we were in need of that.
what we did after.
you laying between my legs,
and eventually,
me laying on your chest...
telling me
how beautiful i looked.
and me telling you
where we could be
someday soon.
we got comfortable
completely admiring
the atmosphere we had created.
then,
you offered me insanity.
wonderful "insanity" only
ever desired by two who
are too madly in love.
my crazy boy,
you offer me things
far beyond us.
but i love it.
and because it is you,
i will gladly accept
this dream you want to give me.
because you, my dear,
must really love me.
