I know i should be glad i saved jennys sister, but im not im more disappointed and angry, no matter what i do im always one step behind and its pissing me off, im ready to start a freaking battle with the fates, im ready to distroy this world just to find them, i cant wait another day or another week, i need them i need my family i need to be free from this curse to let it all out
"Crystal?" I turned to look at sam, he looked at me concerned
"Are you ok?" He asked softly i looked at him confused raising an eyebrow
"Yeah why?" He pointed to his eyes and to me i touched my eyes and felt something wet, then i finally noticed i was crying
"Oh" i said wipping my eyes and looking forward, then i noticed that we're already at the motel
"We been sitting here for 10 minutes, and anna took jenna inside tto rest" said sam probably saw the look on my face i nod and looked atbthe rearview mirror wipping the remaning tears
"Why are you crying crystal?" He asked and i shook my head
"Its nothing" i said gettiing ready to get out but he stopped me by holding my arm
"Is it about daniel?" I froze refusing to look at him
"We need to talk" he said his tone sounded like i wasnt gonna like what i hear, i leaned back and looked at him he looked really sad devastaded even, i knew something happened but im not sure what and i dont think i want to know but i had to
"What do you remembeer from the laast night before you woke up with no memories?" Hee asked looking at me i thought back to my last memory
"Everything until i wrote the letter after that its a blur" he looked down for a second then looked at me tears formed in his eyes
"You went to see the fates, for their final desicion...seeing that you would sacrifice yourself for your people, they came to a decition...to send you to the world you requested and find us one by one, and each time you find us we get our memories back, just like you saw" he stopped and looked ahead then continued
"That night daniel saw that you disappeared and went after you,but thats when the light came, i took anna and we all ran but it was to fast for uus but daniel wouldnt give up he told me his going to get you, and he jumped out the balcony and into the forest, anna was affected faster cause she was human, well at least thats what i thought i dont know the reall reason, but after that she disappeared so i went after daniel, but when i found him i was just a second to late as he..." he stopped choking on his sobs i felt my tears fall my head shaking as the ending came
"He cut off his head...then he smirked looking at me telling me i was to late then he raised his hand, brightlight washed over me then i woke up lost and confused" by then i couldnt hold back my sobs, i was now crying harder then ever covering my mouth feeling llike i was gonna puke my guts out
"im so sorry crystal, but his dead" i shook my head not believing him
"I...i see him" i said he shook his head looking at me his eyes teary
"thats not him...i know cause i used to see him, but it isnt him" my tears fell like a waterfall
"Its the fate trying to communicate thru the one we love" he said
"Why? What more do they want!" I screamed and he tried to console me but i demanded to know what they wanted
"To stop one of their own, they cant do it so their asking us" he said confidently, then i saw them thats when my anger rose to a new level, i got out off the car ignoring sam calling me i walked right up to their faces feeling a burning sensatiiion on my skin
"You dare show your faces now!" I screamed
"We need to talk to you" said the first one in the middle
"I will murder each one of you, thats promise you could count on!" I said still feeling the burning sensation on my skin
"How dare you speak to us like that!" Said someone at the right side in the end i turned towards him and raised my hand putting him on fire, his screams echoed in the wind as i slowly and painfully burn him
"STOP IT!" screamed sam as the others bowed their heads not trying to stop me, he shoved my hand down and holding it down
"Crystal, dont!" He said but i was staring at the first one trying to figure out why they didnt stop me, then the other one confirmed my suspition
"Im sorry...please dont kill me" he begged and i figured it out
"This wasnt about me destroying the world, this is about you guys...." the first one tensed knowing that i figured it out
"What are you talking about crystal?" Asked sam and i smiled even more sure about the whole thing
"They wanted me dead cause if i wanted to i could kill them, i wasnt a weapon against vampire and humans i was a weapon against them" i said it out loud
"So what happened one of you found out a way to get my powers and one found out and instead of killng me you decided to keep me to kill him? Is that all or is there more?" They didnt speak they just stood there like statues
"So now after all that you have done you expect me to help you?" I said again feeling my anger rising
"We can bring jenny back" said the first one
"Can you bring daniel, nina and jasper back?" I asked glaring at him
"No...we cant raise the dead" he said his tone full of guilt
"Bring me jenny and after that leave us alone" then i turned around and looked at sam as he looked at me with sad eyes
"Im sorry for your loss!" said the first one
"you stiill here?!" I screamed with my back to them there was a gush of wind then i fell on my knees tears pouring out again, and my heart breaking, my stomach knotted and my body felt so weak sam came to my side
"Are you ok?" He asked but i couldnt say anything everything in my body hurts all i could do was close my eyes and accept the darkness.
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Eternal Awakening: Find Me (Book 2: Awakening series)
Vampire(sequel to lost soul) Crystal Scott was sent to her death by the fates 6months ago, but seeing as she is willing to sacrifice herself for her people she was sentenced to be a lost soul, she is to live as a regular vampire in a city she requested, a...
