"You can't truly love someone if you also love yourself, just as you can't love someone if you are not honest with them and they with you - otherwise it's just infatuation and desire." Vhuthu looked back at me, and I swear my throat cracked up becau...
After a minute of speculation about whether or not I should kill him or call the cops. I end up doing the most stupid thing ever, cry...
"What do you want here Vhuthu?" I ask while crying
He is seated so comfortably on my couch looking at me.
"I am here to talk..." He speaks
Making me even more upset. "I don't want to talk, so please get out. I am asking you very nicely." I answer
He looks like he is thinking hard before answering. "Tshisi, stop trying to piss me off." His facial expression changes in a second like he can hurt me if not break me.
"What do you want from me Enzo?" I ask angrily
His eyes stays on mine, but he doesn't answer.
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"This is getting old, but i forgot your real name." I add
He gets up and i feel my whole body loosening up, is it fear or affection? Whichever one it is, I cannot look at him anymore so I look away.
"You blocked my calls, why?" He asks
"Isn't that obvious?" I grit out angrily
"I miss you" he says still calm.
I look at him, he is still stagnant, with his eyes on me.
"What does that mean?" I ask as memories flood my mind
He is the person that made me feel things no man has ever, but he also lied to me about his identity. He played me, took me for a fool.
"I miss being inside you, tasting your lips and..."
"Stop...please." I close my eyes as those are thoughts I dont want to remember.
"You lied to me, and all that time all i was to you, was sex." I continue
"What is wrong with that?" He asks me
I want to hit him, but that will be me showing him how i wanted to be more.
"I was just sex to you too Tshisi. You told me you have a guy in your life, so tell me what else were you supposed to be?" He asks walking towards me then stops in front of me.
"This was more for me, you knew that hence why you asked me not to fall for you." I answer
He walks closer and take my hand in his, i find his eyes looking at my lips.
"I asked you to leave him first." He speaks leaning in for a kiss but i look down.
"You lied to me, I don't even know you." I add
"I didn't think this would happen more than once, but it did. I loved the way you said Enzo, he feels the same way too." He answer
I look at him, but he is serious. "Get out." I didn't mean to say that, i don't know what i wanted to say. But I looked at him and saw the way he was looking at me and felt offended.
