It's been another month since that day I watched Melanie. But I'll be honest shit isn't going very good. About a week after watching Melanie I went out one night with paisley. Her and I were out all night. I told Zion I'd be at his house around 11 that night ended up not going because I was out all night.
I had no idea I was gonna be out all night , it kinda just happened. We were having fun and didn't wanna leave. Anyways , the next morning I went over to Zions and he was just mad. Talking bout some im a liar and I shouldn't be out all night. All that
We cleared it up and then like 3 days later I went out again and the same shit happened. I been going out a lot this month and every night I go he gets mad for no reason. It's not like we making any other plans or I have other shit to do. So we often get into these mini arguments.
I don't know why the fuck me going out is all of sudden a problem. I don't got shit to do besides work. I get my shit done and then go have fun. Because I can and im grown. Im responsible enough anyways. So shits been off between us. I haven't seen him like like 2 days ago.
Haven't talked to Him 2 days either. We were supposed to hang out yesterday and you know what ass gon text me he gon say
"Can't hang out today. But you'll probably hung over anyways and going out tonight. I'll text you later or something"
Like ummm excuse you?!?!??? The fuck is he talking bout?!? Probably hung over? I wasn't! Going out that night? I wasn't. I was gonna hang out wit him and Melanie. Haven't seen Mel In like 5 days. I miss that girl.
Fuckin Zion gon say he don't want Mel getting in the way of me going out, like what the actual fuck!?!! Acting weird dude! Saying completely nonsense shit lately and it's pissing me off!
However I did just park my car in front of the boys house . Mel and Zion are already here. He better not be on no bullshit today. I walk straight In without knocking like usual lmao.
"Happy Saturday afternoon" I sing as I walk in to them all sitting around the living room. "It's 11:48 , technically it's morning" Edwin says and I just look at him "just shut up" I shake my head. "Kaylin" Melanie jumps off the couch and comes over to me making me pick her up.
"Hey girl" I squeeze her lightly "I missed you" I smile and look at her "I got new shoes but they are at home , you have to come over and see them" she tells me "I will soon" I carry her to over to the couch and sit down next to Zion.
"Hey" I say to him
"how are you" he ask "good , you?" I ask him "good , how was your night last night?" He ask me "what do you mean? I didn't do anything last night" I say "you didn't go out?" He ask "nope" I shake my head "shocking" he nods and i roll eyes "Seriously?" I question him "just saying" he shrugs
"why are you doing this?" I whisper "doing what?" He ask "this whole going out bs" I say "I'm just shocked you didn't go out , you usually always do" he says "I do not and why does it matter?" I ask "you do you and I'll do me" he says "what?!" I tilt my head "you're fucking wit me?" I ask him
"I said what I said Kaylin" he says and puts his attention to Brandon and nicks conversation. I don't even know what to say, he's literally saying stupid shit! "Hey Kaylin" Austin walks in with a bowl in his hand before handing it too Melanie "hey Austin" i wave
"what you eating?" I ask Mel "goldfish" she holds up the bowl "want one?" She ask me "sure" She puts a couple in my hand "they're super good" she smiles as I eat the ones she gave me.
(2 hours later)
We all been sitting around the living room. We been talking , listening to their music , playing wit Mel and having a good time. Zion and I haven't spoken since when I first got here. I'll have to talk to him before I leave.
"I love this song" Melanie says as she looks at Brandon's laptop that's connected to a speaker. Brandon laughs at her before Zion stands up and walks off into the kitchen. This might be the best time to talk to him. Melanie is distracted by the boys and music so.
I follow him around the corner and into the kitchen. "What is up with you?" He turns around "what are you talking about" he ask as he pours a drink into his glass cup "this last month we been getting into little arguments" I start my reasoning
"and it's because you always have an issue with me going out even though it has nothing to do with you" i finish "naw I don't care , it won't bother me anymore , don't worry" he shrugs "what do you mean anymore?" I ask "I told you in the living room you do you and I'll do me"
He's causing me to have a headache. "The fuck are u talking about" I question "what don't you understand Kaylin?" He says "don't worry about it anymore , I don't want nothing to do with this anymore" he states "because I go out?" I ask confusingly
"obviously you have other shit to worry about like when your next shot will be" he puts his glass in the sink as he speaks. "Where is this coming from? Why are you acting like this now?" I ask these questions "I had fun while it lasted" he says "are you serious?" I ask in disbelief
"I've told you Before that the partying shit isn't me , isn't what I need" he says "that's the shit you love , I don't need that around my daughter" he says "you're acting like I'm fucking alcoholic!" I raise my voice "pretty fuckin close" he says "no it's not , you are acting insane right now!" I say
"I think you should leave Kaylin" I just shake my head. I don't know what to say to him right now. So I say nothing and turn the corner back into the living room. I grab my things and head to the door "Kaylin" I turn and look at Mel as she calls my name "why are you leaving?"
I smile at her "I have to go home" I tell her "why? Stay here" she says "I have to do some work" I answer "you need a hug bye" she runs over to me as I go down to her level to hug her "you are the cutest person ever" I smile at her "are you gonna come back" she ask
"I don't know Mel" I shrug my shoulders "but maybe you can call me" I say "bye Melanie" I say "bye Kaylin" she smiles so big it melts my fucking heart and makes me so fuckin sad.
