Carlisle Cullen- Control

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My husband, Carlisle Cullen, had currently locked himself in his study. The only thing is, me and the kids don't know why though. I'm sat on the couch with my children, watching a movie, and we are all snuggled up together. Jasper and Alice lay their heads on my lap, Edward has his head on my left shoulder, Rosalie on my right shoulder and Emmet is sat on the floor with his head on my knees.

Rosalie and Edward both snuggle into me, causing me to give both of them a kiss on the head each. Alice and Jasper face each other, staring at each other lovingly, and Emmet leans his head back as I run my fingers through his curls.

"Do any of you know what's wrong with your father?" I ask them hopeful. "I'm not sure. His emotions are all over the place. It's a mixture of guilt, shame, anger and hatred." Jasper explains quietly. "I have to agree with Jasper. He is all over the place. His mind is going at 100 miles a second!" Edward huffs. "Alright. I'm going to go check on him, alright? You all keep watching the movie and I'll be back soon." I tell them. They all, reluctantly, let go of me so that I can make my way upstairs to my husband.

Once I reach the top of the stairs I go straight to Carlisle's study. I open the door and slip in, closing it behind me. "Carlisle, my love, what's the matter? The children and I are worried about you." I ask softly as I stare at his weak looking body. He's slumped on his chair, with his head on his desk and his hand in his hair. "I'm fine." He mumbles.

I walk over to him and rub his shoulders, which are extremely tense. "Honey, tell me what's wrong and I can help you!" I smile as he lifts his head to look at me. He turns his chair around and faces me. He wraps his arms around my middle and begins dry sobbing into my stomach. "Oh Carlisle! Dear, what happened?" I ask panicked. "I nearly lost control!" He sobs. "Oh, darling, how?" I ask softly. "We have a new doctor at the hospital and she's my blood singer." He explains, lip trembling.

"She was sorting files when she got a paper cut. I left the room immediately." He trembles. "Oh Carlisle, it's alright! We all make mistakes! I'll help you through this and we'll decide what will happen next, when you're ready." I soothe.

I crouch down to his level and lift his chin so he's looking at me. "You listen to right now Carlisle Cullen. You are one of the strongest men I know. You are always so strong for us all but it's okay to be a little weak once and a while. It's normal!" I chuckle, tears gathering in my eyes.

"But you have perfect control!" He dry sobs. "Yes, dear, but that's only because I'm a few centuries older than you! I've had a tad more practice that's all." I coo. "But- But!" He sobs. "Shush, my love. It's alright." I whisper.

"Everything will be alright. We'll get through this together." I smile.

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