Bartender

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With the golden flowers of

I love you, I love you not

I pluck the petals off

with the slightest of ease.

Silently I wish

he was gone.

He actually had packed up his bags

and skipped town.

He called and I remember

his silent whispers of

‘I love you...

as a friend.”

But that’s the part

where it hurt the most.

I don’t want to be your friend.

I don’t want to be your anything anymore.

You’ve twisted me

and you’ve turned me

confusing me and delusioning me

making my brain melt.

You’ve created a mixed drink

of emotions, making my stomach

feel giddy and nervous and upset

all at the same time.

If you weren’t such a

goddamn bartender,

we might be able to talk

again, as friends.

‘I love you...as a friend.’

What a sick joke.

But, darling, I must assure you

it’s not funny in the slightest.

The last petals falls,

from it’s lips whispers

He loves you...

not.

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