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Natasha romanoff, there was a lot to say about her; she was brave, skilled, protective, loving and incredibly confusing at times. Nothing confused people more than seeing the way she acted around people at work vs when she wasn't.
If you told the people she fought about her, they wouldn't believe it. Not that she spent her free time watching movies and partying with friends... and especially not that one of her favourite things was playing with littles. She was the black widow, a killer, a dangerous assassin.
But she was also Nat, an aunt who loved her family more than anything in the world.
There were a few littles in the tower and aside from their caregivers if you asked any of them who their favourite person was it would always be Natasha. She would stand guard if a little was scared to sleep and make sure no monsters got in, If a little wanted some candy, they knew they could get it from her. If anyone was mean to them Natasha would fix it, she often came back from missions with presents for them all. She helped them up if they fell over and gave her special plasters to feel better. She was always the best aunt...
But never a mommy.
She saw what the team had and she wanted that, she wanted someone to call her mama or draw her a pictures, to stay with her and cuddle all day. Yes, she loved being an aunt, but seeing them run to their caregivers the first chance they got always hurt. She wanted to be someone's first choice, she wanted a little to spend the whole day with. She wanted all the cute moments for herself not just watching them and living through the others.
"Natty!" She was cut off from her thoughts to a certain brunette soldier running towards her. "Careful Bucky boy, you might get hurt again, she frowned looking at his finding nemo sticker on his knee from yesterdays scrape up. "Sorry natty." He mumbled playing with his fingers, he forgot again, he always forgot. "It's okay buddy, I'm not mad. I just want you to be safe. Now what's got you in such a hurry?"
"It Tuesday natty is movie day!" Bucky's favourite movie was being added to netflix and Natasha had promised all week they could watch it, he had been jumping up and down with excitement every day since. "Well then you better get your blanket." Natasha smiled, tickling him, the boy let out a giggle before running off again. "Bucky! Walk please." Natasha yelled playfully. "Sorry!" he replied slowing down to a fast walk.
Natasha spent the rest of the morning with Bucky, letting him watch all the movies he wanted till he fell asleep curled up on the couch next to her. "hey y/n is asking for you, they needed to tell you something." Wanda said quietly, trying not to wake the brunette. "Thanks, I will talk to them after Bucky's nap." Wanda was about to argue saying this was more important but she just nodded, walking out. It was looking like she was going to have to help you instead.
"mama?" you asked Wanda with a pout, you were expecting her to be with the witch but she wasn't. "Sorry sweetheart, she is busy, she will be back in an hour or so, do you wanna watch with me instead?" I gave a small nod, I couldn't help but be disappointed. I had finally got the courage to tell her today, after some encouragement from Wanda but now she was too busy for me. "Okay sweetheart, you should take a nap soon, I cant have a little cutie tired and grumpy on my watch." She chuckled kissing your forehead, placing a pacifier in your mouth, you soon fell asleep, half way through you started to get upset so she picked you up, rocking you.
"He's awake now, what did you want? Wanda? Why are you holding y/n?" Wanda panicked as Natasha's face turned into a frown. "Nat it's not what it looks like they were asleep and upset I'm just giving them a cuddle." Nat raised her eyebrow, not sure if she fully believed her story. "You do the same with Bucky and y/n doesn't get upset."
"Yes but bucky is a little thats dif-" she took notice of the stuffed animal on the bed and cartoons on the witches tv, her face fell as she realised. "Is y/n a little?" Wanda nodded. "That's what they wanted to tell you earlier. They've been hiding it from you because you're always busy with the others and they thought another one would be too much. But they need a mommy." A smile crept on the russians face, she felt guilty for neglecting you but she couldn't help but smile at the possibility of you being her little. "Can I?" She asked opening her arms, Wanda passed you over, slightly waking you, you started to fuss but Nat quickly shushed you. "It's okay little one Mommy's here." You recognised her voice and rubbed your eyes sleepily. "mama?" Natasha smiled as widely as she could, "yes baby. Mama's here. And I'm so sorry I wasn't here for you. You're my baby and I should have payed more attention to you. From now on you're my priority I promise. I love you so so much detka."
"Love mama." You mumbled around your pacifier, falling asleep in your caregivers arms... finally.
i kinda like this but idk lmk what you think.
