All or Nothing

Losing Myself

Flashback~

Felix went into the living room where Jisung was watching TV.

"Ji.", he called and the older turned to him.
"Yes?"

"I need your advice."
Jisung paused the TV and puts his full attention on him.

"What is it?"
"So..um..you know that I've been going out with Minho and Hyunjin for some time now."

"Yes."
Felix sat down next to him.

"Well I want to..spice up..you know."

"Ohh. You want to add some pizazz in your sex life. You've came to right place. So, first things first. What do you do?"

"Well, I usually let my boyfriends take charge."
"Mhm. Well what you need to do, the exact opposite, is to be on top."

"On top?"
"Yeah, you know, dominance."
"I don't know. I'd be too nervous.", Felix rubs the back of his neck.

"Lix, I know it's a lot but it's a certain way to do it."
"What do I do?"

Jisung scoots closer to Felix and puts his hand on his shoulder.

"I'll show you."
Jisung kisses Felix which made the younger push him away.

"What the fuck are you doing?!"
"I'm showing you."
"I don't want you to fucking kiss me!"

"Do you wanna know or not?"
"We both have boyfriends!"
"So? They won't mind, will they?"

"What is wrong with you?"
"Ok then. I guess you don't want my help."

"Ugh. Fine." Jisung leans closer.
"Is there another way?", Felix asked really not wanting to do this.
"No."

Jisung planted his lips on the other while his hand caresses his cheek. Felix wasn't moving and was letting Jisung do all the work. The older pulled away.

"Felix, I'm trying help you. Move your lips and try to dominate me."
"Ok, Ok."

Felix did as he was instructed and pressed his lips against Jisung's. As their lips moved in unison the kiss got deeper and Felix was able to shove his tongue down the other's throat.

"Mm~", Jisung moaned softly.
"Ew don't moan." Felix tugged on the older's hair and they began to roughly make out.

After a moment they pulled away for air.

"How come we're not together?", Jisung teased. Felix gave him a glare.

"I'm just kidding. You did good."
"Yeah, I'm not doing that again.", Felix replied and wiped his mouth.

"Says the person that shoved his tongue down my throat."
"I was taking it seriously."

"No I get it. You secretly want me and it's ok."
"Ugh, don't get cocky. I didn't like it. I was picturing Minho."

Felix gets up and leaves.

End of Flashback~

Jeongin's phone dings as a message appears on his phone. He sees it's Chan and turns his phone over.

"Ugh, I can't face him anymore. I suck.", he tells himself. His phone dings again.

Two messages from Chan.

A few minutes later it rings.
"Gasp! He's calling! Oh, what do I do? What do I do?"