12. Chain of thoughts

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"What about Sid??" Asked abhi. "That's my tension..." Said vibha.

"As he didn't try to break it, I guess he won't reject it" said Abhi. "I hope so" she said.

Abhi noticed Visha trashing some important papers of him which were kept on the bed.

Abhi took those papers from her hand and passed them to vibha. He took her in his arms.

"First let me make sure you sleep or else you won't let me do any work" said Abhi.

"You complete your work I will take care of her" said Vibha. "No worries Mom, I will handle" said Abhi with and confident smile.

"As you wish" Vibha whispered slowly and went from there.
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Sid pov

I have told her everything but why didn't she reject this marriage?? She doesn't seem to be a gold digger anyway, then why??

I won't reject this marriage but...I won't be able to make her happy.

I know myself better than others. Whoever she is, I can't let her suffer later.

I somehow will have to make her understand once more I guess. Whatever happened to me....after all that I have lost myself.

How will I being a lost one be able to take care of someone else??

But I guess I shouldn't tell her again to reject this marriage. Bcz, at some point, if I will have to marry her she will always feel insecure....ugh.

Idk what to do and what not to do. It's just all messed up, I will have to find out some way...or else both of us will be badly trapped.

But mom is right for how many years will I spend my life like this?? No one is at fault for whatever happened. It was my FATE.

I can't blame someone for it, I can't complain and I can never get back all those which I have lost.

I don't want someone to be a part of my life which is hell.

Now let mom decide whatever she want, whatever y/n want, i won't ask her a single thing until and unless she herself want me to hear to her, that's it.

I will agree if it's a marriage, or anything else without any restrictions.

Also if she become my wife i will make sure she will face no problem except me, a problem which cannot be solved.

I won't let her lost her life as someone else did.

To be continued.........
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