please speak kindly

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the way you spoke
sent shivers down my spine
not that you said it in a scary tone
but in such an angry line
"why do you do that to yourself?
what is it with self-harm?
do you feel any satisfaction
seeing cuts in your arm?"
i did not cry,
no, i did not
i just bit my tongue
and let my guts turn to irreparable knots
why is it that when i ask for kindness
you turn to shout?
why is it that when i ask for you to understand
you make me feel like i shouldn't have let it out?

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