it ain't my fault.

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funny how you think you can fool me. funny how you think you can lie to me with the truth never to be found.

no, you can't.

my past has traumatized me enough that small pieces of change can trigger me to high alerts. you can never fool someone who's already been fooled in the past. i know the way around it now. you can never lie to me. i can sense lies before you can even speak about it. my gut feelings have taught me to feel every change, emotion, and movement. when you've been lied to countless of times in the past, you'll be questioning everything, doubting its genuineness. you'll be overanalyzing every word and what it truly means.

don't blame me.
you've lied to me for so many times that i will hum and nod and smile at your responses but it will keep me up at night.
i know no peace.

and it ain't my fault.

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