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Here we go again. Another year at this shithole. God how I hate this school. Especially since this time last year I spent every night crying my self to sleep in secret because of that c^nt seamus.
That was my lowest point and my bloody arms have the proof but nobody here needs to know that. Except one person did know, unfortunately.
At the start of summer when I couldn't handle the pain I decided to go to a bridge in the muggle London where nobody would find me ( or so I thought) ready to end it all. The muggles couldn't see me so I was alone with my thoughts. I was standing on the rails as I closed my eyes and let go, I remember the wind in my ears the cold air on my cheeks ready to die, but at that moment I found myself in someone's arms. I opened my eyes to see the one and only Draco malfoy holding me close on his broomstick with tears in his eyes. I held on tight to him until we got to malfoy manor where he pulled me aside,
Y/n's memory

"What the fuck were you thinking y/n?" -Draco asked now with tears running down his face.
" it's none of your business malfoy" I snapped back at him, trying to walk away but he grabbed my arm forcing me to face him
"Yeah well I'm making it my business because I care about you y/n and don't want to loose you"
"Why, you shouldn't care I'm not your problem to care for"
"I know that but I do and I also know what happened at the beginning of the year"
My eyes snapped up locking with his grey ones,
"How the fuck could you possibly know"
I questioned with fear in my eyes"
"I-I uh- read your diary" he croaked
"How? It's enchanted to open to a password"
"Y/n I've know you our whole lives you've told me the password before"
Shit
"So you know what..what he" he cut me off
"Yes I know you don't have to talk about it but just know I'm always here for you" he smiled at me sympathetically
"Thank you Draco" I said as I dashed up to my room landing on my bed crying into my pillow.

That's the moment I decided it wasn't worth it and I didn't want to waste my time crying because in reality crying doesn't fix anything nor does it change anything.

I remembered that a slytherin boy called Theodore nott had had a crush on me and that's when I made the decision to start hooking up with him for no strings attached sex and that's still what we're going with now.

A/N sorry it's short and a bit dark but I wanted to set the scene for the book

Kissses <3

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