The Babysitter

Part 8

Mon POV

I couldn't sleep and I blame Khun Sam for it. Every time I tried to close my eyes to sleep her lips touching mine appear in my head. I can still feel her hands around my body, I can still feel her presence like she's sleeping right next to me in my bed, but she isn't. I think that's what is frustrating. The fact that she's not here, that I'm not kissing her or feeling her touch is making me go insane. BUT WHY? I've been doing so well avoiding her teasing and keeping myself distant from her just to end up here on my day off thinking of her and what she could be doing to me. Please, she's driving me crazy!
Part of me doesn't want to have these lingering feelings for her but the other (big part) wants to experience everything. I want her to do whatever she wants with me. I've never been interested in someone of the same sex as me but for some reason ever since I met Sam that has kind of changed. I can't even deny it anymore! She's making my mind go insane, it's dirty. I've always been so reserved and kept everything low key but lately, I'm not really sure what's going on. I mean... I do, and her name is Sam. I want her as much as I'm denying it. I want her in every kind of way possible but I'm also scared! I am most scared of Sarai's reaction! I've learned to love her so much in this past week that I've been working with her. I can't explain it, I feel so close to her and I value the friendship we've built. Sarai is extremely smart and sensitive at the same time, and I'm scared I might hurt her badly if I involve with her mother. It's something that I can't explain, I want Khun Sam but I want to keep the friendship I have with her daughter more!

Next morning...

Yuki; Good Morning sleeping beauty - Yuki teases after I walk into the kitchen, probably looking like a zombie. It was a sleepless night -
Mon; Good morning - I was sulking -
Yuki; what happened to you? Did you fall from the bed or something - she took a bite of her bread while I started preparing my coffee -
Mon; I didn't sleep well last night, so I'm still tired - I let a big yawn -
Yuki; I can see that... but why?
Mon; I don't know, maybe I wasn't as tired - I turned to face her while I waited for my coffee to be done and turned back to grab a cup -
Yuki; hmm! Is it because maybe Lady Sam kissed you? - I turned around really quickly because how did she know that?
Mon; what do you mean? How did you know about that? - I sat on the chair in front of her while she looked at me smirking- Yuki? Who told you this?
Yuki; Ah MonMon - she shakes her head smiling- it's so easy to read you. I didn't know about anything but I guess I know now. - shit!
Mon; you're so sneaky - I leaned my head back on the chair and let out a big sigh -
Yuki; so tell me. I'm waiting - smiling -
Mon; uh.. well. She kissed me.
Yuki; and you didn't kiss her back? - she raised her eyebrows waiting for my answer -
Mon; I mean... I didn't at first but I responded afterwards. - she nods her head while sipping her coffee. She was extremely calm. Weird!
Yuki; hum, I see! -Again, weird!
Mon; that's all you are going to say? - she looked at me confused- Aren't you going to ask for more details? How did I feel and stuff?
Yuki; you're grown Mon, I'm sure you know what you are doing - she gave me a soft but sad smile and went back to focusing on her coffee. Something was off with my friend.
Mon; Yuki is everything okay? - she looked at me and let out a big sigh!- Did you fight with Tee?
Yuki; No, we're fine. Better than ever!
Mon; then what's bothering you? You are not like this. You would ask me for more details and be excited or scold me even. - she grabbed my hands and kissed them. I started to get worried! She kept staring at me with this sad look which made me more anxious!
Yuki; He's back Mon and he's asking for you! - I don't have to ask more questions, I knew who she was talking about. My whole world felt like it was falling apart at that moment. My heart started racing really fast, I started to feel my hands get sweaty and Yuki probably felt it too because she got off her seat and came to hug me.
Yuki; Don't worry, I'm here for you and I will protect you always - tears started to fall from my eyes. My past seems like it was coming back to hunt me. - Don't worry, he doesn't know where you are living - Yuki grabbed my head and wiped my tears with her thumb - My Mom called me yesterday and told me he is back in town. He went there looking for you but my mom didn't share where we were living. Hopefully, no one will tell him about your whereabouts! - I nodded my head hoping Yuki was right. My day, week, and year just got worst with this news!
I had spent all these years running from and hiding from him, the last thing I needed right now is to be found.

...

My weekend was miserable. I spent it all indoors, worrying and overthinking what Yuki had shared with me. Anxiety took over me and I couldn't sleep at all. I felt everything that I felt five years ago come back to me. I'm scared!
My eye bags were crazy right now and I had to add light makeup to hide them before Ricky came to pick me up; I didn't want Sarai asking me questions about my appearance, so I did my best to look alive.

I arrived a few minutes before it was time for Sarai to wake up, so I joined Mai in the kitchen while she prepared a strong coffee for me. I needed it!
She made me a big breakfast as well saying that I looked tired and needed lots of energy to take care of the little lady of the house - she wasn't wrong, to be honest -

When I was done I headed upstairs to check if the princess was awake. Before I could reach her room I was grabbed by my wrist and pulled into a room. Everything happened so fast that I only realized that I was in Khun Sam's room after she locked the doors.

Mon; What was that about Khun Sam? - I looked at her with my eyes still wide open - Why did you pull me into your room? Sarai is probably up and I need to check on her - she was examining me and stepped closed after a few seconds of doing so. I held my breath because she was too close!
Sam; You look tired. Did you not rest this weekend? Were you partying, is that it? - I wish!
Mon; No, I didn't party this weekend - she let out what seem a relive sigh and smile caressing my cheeks. It felt nice! But I removed her hands. Because Imagine Sarai walking in?! No!
Sam; I thought you wouldn't resist me anymore after what happened before you left here on Friday. Did that kiss not help you at all?
Mon; Sam, I need some time to process everything. A lot is going on in my life right now and I need some time - she looked at me worried -
Sam; what's happening? Let me help you. Is someone bothering you?
Mon; No, everything is fine! It's just some family issues but I got it. Thank you for trying to help - she nods he head and gave me a soft smile. I know she wasn't that happy with my answer but we will leave it at that! -
Sam; I've been thinking about you - she says after a moment of silence. I gasped a bit, surprised by the sudden change of topic. - But I'm willing to give you time to think about everything. But Mon, I want you to know that I really mean everything that I've been saying and doing. All the teasing and flirting, I mean it! - she let out a sigh and then grabs my hand - I know you must be thinking that I'm joking or trying to use you but I am not. Really! - she smiled while I stare at her with no words - I found you attractive, since the very first day that I saw you; I know you've never dated a girl and this is all new to you but I'm willing to help you discover this new part of you and be your first and of course only experience. - she smiles and I just nod my head like a robot because what else can I say - Also, I can deal with Sarai if she finds out but just so you know we can keep everything on the low. Your friendship with Sarai seems very important to you and that makes me happy honestly. So, we can keep everything between us if that makes you feel better! - I nodded my head again and she caressed my now-red cheeks and gave me a peek on the same spot.
Before I could say anything we heard some knock on her door accompanied by the door knob moving.
Sarai; Mama, are you there - My eyes widen after hearing Sarai's voice and Sam quickly grabbed my hands took me to get walking closet, and locked me in. The next thing I heard is her bedroom lock being open and Sarai coming in asking questions.
Sarai; Mama, why were your doors locked? You never lock your doors! Why you did do it today?
Sam; I accidentally locked it last night!
Sarai; Why didn't you go to my room to wake me up? And why isn't Mon here yet? - Gosh this little lady asks so many questions. Poor Sam!
Sam; I overslept, sorry princess. I'm sure Mon is here already. Maybe she's in her room.
Sarai; but she always wakes me up, I've been waiting for so long today. No one showed up to wake me up this morning.
Sam; I'm sorry sweetheart, it won't happen again. Let's go get you in the shower, I'm sure Mon will join you very soon - I heard steps leaving the room and the door closes a few seconds afterward. I waited until the room was clear and opened the closet door. I let out a big relieved sigh and left the room to go join them!

To be continued....

Author Notes;

Hello dear readers, hope you all are doing well. You guys already know why I'm posting less - work work work work - haha! But here you have it!  I was literally half asleep while writing this chapter but had to finish it today for you all!
Ah! Forgot to mention there's a slight plot twist in this story but I will leave it at that haha 🤫🤐

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