The Babysitter

Part 21

Mon's POV

As I slowly opened my eyes I could hear the beep on a monitor around me. I was a little confused and dizzy so it took me some time to adjust my vision to where I was!

I was facing the white sealing but I moved my eyes around the unfamiliar room. It was feeling cold, and I'm not sure what time or day it was.

I slowly started to come to my senses and I remembered the incident that happened with Nop earlier.

He accidentally stabbed me as I was trying to protect Sarai!

Gosh, Nop!

I looked around the unfamiliar room - looked like a hospital room but a really luxurious one.

I can't afford this - that's the first thing that came to my mind!

Only the lamp next to the bed was on, but it was really low...

I'm not sure what time or day it is but everything was quiet, besides the monitors that were making some noise; so I'm assuming it's nighttime.

I need to pee so bad but for some reason, I can't seem to open my mouth to talk!

I moved my head up and I saw the remote which I'm pretty sure contained the bottom to call for help.

With my free right hand - my left arm was connected to what I am assuming is an IV-- -
I tried grabbing it but it was a little out of my reach, and my body felt heavy; I couldn't move it!

I tried to extend my arms farther so I could be able to reach but immediately felt a sharp pain near my abdomen- where I was stabbed - which made me let out a grunt...

Mon: Ouch!

I put my hands down and let out a loud frustrated sigh and put my hand down, slowly!

Now I was in pain, and I mentally cussed Nop!

He deserves more than cussing though! It's been years of pain because of that man and the fact that I'm lying in this hospital bed makes everything worse!

I've tried everything in the past to prevent this from happening; even giving up my most precious gift from the heavens. Which I will never get to see again because of him!

I'm not sure how she's doing. If she found a great family to love and protect her.
I will never get to see her grow up or see her beautiful face.

All because of her "Dad"!

It was years of crying, trying to heal from all the scars Nop had left inside my heart but now I would have one permanently on my body to look at every day for the rest of my life.

The scar that will remind me of all the terrible things he has done to me!

All the constant cheating, the mental and physical abuses, the manipulations to keep me with him in the past. EVERYTHING!

How he impregnated me at eighteen years old, hit me, left me to starve, cry myself to sleep, and overthink all my life decisions while he was out wasting all my money that I worked hard for with other girls.

I was deeply in love with Nop back then.
He was the sweetest and most loving man when we first met, but I didn't know any better!
He did everything right in the beginning, of course!

A poor teenage girl, who was lost in the world with no family trying to make the best out of it, looking for a "Prince Charming" to come save her.

He took the perfect opportunity to come in and lie to me in the beginning with small gifts and gestures.
Lured me into his wings, took my dignity, and made me move in with him, thinking he was the one. Thinking he would do everything correctly for the rest of our lives!