HARRY
today is the day, we tell the boys everything. as much as it's the right thing, I can't help but feel guilty for almost betraying Tobi , I told him I'd tell no one about him crying in the bathroom, and now half the group knows. And the fact is that's not even half of what's wrong with Tobi at the moment.
"right boys!" Jj said loud and clear. We gathered all the boys , except Tobi obviously into the living room / lounge (where we film our second channel videos) and I can't lie I'm so nervous to tell them about Tobi. "we need to talk about something, tell you something about Tobi." Jj said with his head bowed down. Simon exchanged me a worried glance, as if what the fuck are you guys doing and I looked at him in shame. "well as most of you know Tobi had an incident in the toilet the other night that Harry had to deal with sadly."Vik and Ethan looked at Jj confused about the toilet incident and so I told them everything about that night. And again I was brought to tears
JOSH
poor Harry, he was traumatised from the state he seen Tobi in. I pulled him into a hug and he let out a load of muffled sobs. "and it's not just that.." Jj continued "we think he's not been eating for , awhile." Simone swung his head down in sadness as did everyone else. No one could bare this , the thought of our best mate , my child best mate being in so much pain breaks us all.
We sat in silence for ages , just in sadness. Until we seen Tobi standing in the doorway with blood seeping from his arms.
Sorry short chapter!!! But next chapter will be better! Also I'm thinking about wrapping up this book as I'm not enjoying writing it as much as my mason mount one! So please go check that out, and I'll also write more sidemen stuff don't worry🤍
VOUS LISEZ
𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐬 (𝐭𝐛𝐣𝐳𝐥)
Fanfictiontobi(tbjzl) mental health is at a big low and the boys ( the sidemen ) are starting to catch on. Tobi wants to tell the boys everything and open up but is scared of what they'll think. tw: sh , anxiety, panic attacks , depression, suicidal thoughts.
